I never knew

We did it (Clean version)

I don't think I've ever clung onto someone for so long ever since I walked out of Amber's room Justin came over and hugged me so tight after that I've clung onto him all the way out of the hospital and all the way in the taxi back to the tour buses.

'Scooter, I'm going to stay with Taylor tonight' Justin said to Scooter.

'Yeah that's fine with me' Scooter said then looked at me and pulled me in for a hug.

'I'm sorry Tay' he said kissing me on my forehead I pulled away then Scooter got onto Justin's bus.

I looked over at Ryan he looked broken just how I looked.

'Ryan' I said he turned around. 'Amber's last words were to tell you that she loved you' a tear rolled down Ryan's cheek he came over and hugged me.

'She's in a better place now' Ryan whispered and I nodded in agreement pulling away.

'Let's get going guys' Madison said.

'Madison, Justin is staying with me tonight' I said.

'Okay but you'se are not sleeping in the same bed' she warned. Justin screwed up his face

'Why not?'

'Because I don't want you both sleeping in the same bed'

'Why don't you trust us?' she didn't say anything. 'Hmmm thought so let's go Taylor' Justin said grabbing my hand and getting off the bus then closing the door then Justin opened the door to his tour bus and got on.

'What's wrong?' Scooter asked.

'Madison is being a bitch' he replied.

'Why?' Scooter asked.

'She won't let us sleep in the same bed she don't trust us' Scooter rolled his eyes.

'Well I trust you. Go to bed guys it's been a long day' Scooter said we both nodded then went back to Justin's room.

'I don't have any PJ's' I said.

'Do you want some shorts and t-shirt?'

'Please' I said.

I got changed into Justin's shorts and t-shirts then layed down on his bed Justin turned off the light then came and layed next to me.

'You know you are going to get through this and I'm going to be here with you every single day' Justin said wrapping his arm around me.

'It seems like I'm losing everyone close to me... Justin don't leave me'

'I'm not going anywhere Tay' I sighed and closed my eyes. 'I love you' he whispered into my ear then rested his chin on top of my head.

'I love you too' I replied.

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It's been exactly 1 month since Amber died right in front of me. It's been a hard month I've tried moving on with my life it's been hard but I'm getting there I still cry because I miss her but I knew she would want me to move on.

'We're in Omaha!' Yael said smiling it was only us two awake everyone else was asleep. I went and sat on the sofa in the main area.

'How are you coping?' Yael asked sitting on the other sofa.

'I'm getting there' I said.

'Justin's always there for you which is good'

'Yeah his been great'

'Youmve been together for a while now haven't you?' I nodded. 'Awww bless' she said smiling I laughed.

Justin's POV