I never knew

Its a girl

'Justin how is Taylor?'

'Justin, Justin over here!'

'Can you tell us what happened to Taylor?' all the paparazzi was asking questions as I walked outside the hospital I had a concert to do and I didn't want to disappoint my fans so I agreed to do it I sighed and pushed my way through the paparazzi and got into the car.

Jasmine and Yael stayed at the hospital while me, Scooter and my mum went to the concert.

'Justin are you sure you want to do this?' my mum asked. '

I don't want my fans to be upset' I replied.

'But they would understand at a time like this' I shook my head.

'It's not for that long it's a private concert for a few hundred I don't have to do all the songs' my mum nodded.

'Only if you want to do it' I nodded and rested my head against the window.

We arrived at the secret location where the concert was being held I hopped out of the car then went backstage with Scooter and my mum.

'Just do the best you can' Scooter said patting me on my shoulder I nodded and walked on stage with a fake written smile on my face.

The concert finished 40 minutes I. Was. Exhausted.

'Justin you should really go home and get some rest' my mum said I shook my head immediately.

'I want to go and see Taylor' I said.

'Justin your exhausted' I shrugged my shoulders she sighed but nodded then we left the building and went straight back to the hospital.

I walked into Taylor's room and she had a bit of a colour on her face that's a good sign right? I leant down and kissed Taylor on her forehead before sitting down in my usual seat that was next to the bed.

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'Justin go wait in the waiting room please someone wants to meet you' Scooter said.

'Who?' I asked.

'Justin, please just go wait in the waiting room' I looked at him confused but got up off the chair and went into the waiting room like I was told to. A young woman walked in.

'Hello Justin I'm Dr Davis' she said pulling a chair towards me and sat opposite me.

'Erm hi' I said.

'So someone told me you're sick' what the hell is she going on about?

'I'm not sick I'm just tired' I said.

'Tired of what exactly?' she asked.

'Everything' I mumbled.

'Everything what's everything Justin?' I shrugged my shoulders.

'Everything means everything. I miss Taylor so bad and there is nothing I can do to help her. It's up to her to wake up and I wish it would be soon. And if she doesn't wake up soon something will happen to the baby' I said as tears began to fill my eyes I don't think I've ever cried this much in my life these past couple of days.

'And the fact that I have to smile at the camera when I'm in public I have to pretend to be happy when really I'm not happy at all not one bit. If she doesn't wake up or stops breathing then I actually don't know what I'm going to do I've known her for 2 years now and she means the world to me and without her I really don't know what I would do' I said as a tear trickled down my cheek.

'What will you do if Taylor doesn't wake up?' she asked.

'I don't even want to hear that question' I said looking out the window.