I never knew

Surprise

'How are you feeling?' Dr Robinson said.

Dr Robinson was my personal therapy now Nikki said it wasn't good doing group sessions with me so they brought in Dr Robinson. I didn't mind though he didn't use a pen and paper like every other person does he just sits there and listens to everything I say and he always had a thoughtful expression on his face like he was taking everything I was saying seriously. And I was thankful for him not taking advantage of who I was dating.

'I'm feeling so much better I can sometimes look in the mirror and not see every single thing that's wrong with me. I'm seeing the things about me that everyone has always talks about'

'Like what?' he asked.

'Justin, he always talks about how nice my smile is and how he loves my hair and eyes' I said.

'It sounds like you're already about to leave' he said.

'What?' I asked.

'There's only so much we can teach you here. Eventually you have to get out of here and live your life. You've missed a lot by being so dead inside' he said.

'How long do you think I should stay?' I asked.

'It's hard to say. You're nervous breakdowns and panic attacks have ended and that's really good. I think it would be good for you to visit the girl that is coming in we have a couple of people who are having a tough time adjusting to the program like you did so I think you can help them but other than that you should be out by January 18th' he smiled.

Later that day I found out I was leaving January 14th and also found out Jasmine was coming to visit after therapy session with Dr Robinson I went back to my room and took a shower.

After my shower I got out and  I brushed my hair and put it up in a ponytail I didn't bother putting makeup on.

'Taylor, you have visitors' Samantha said coming into the room I nodded and grabbed my phone and left my room following Samantha I turned the corner and saw Jasmine and Ryan standing there.

'Butler!' I shouted running over to him.

'Richards!' he said laughing as I ran over and hugged him.

'I haven't seen you in a while!'

'I know it's been a while I was talking to Jasmine and she said she was coming to see you so I came along' I smiled.

'Plus I didn't even know you were in here! I mean Justin didn't even tell me I haven't even spoken to Justin in a while I found out on twitter'

'Ah I'm sorry' I said he shook his head.

'Not your fault' he said and then I went and hugged Jasmine then we went back to the room.

Everything was so chilled out for the whole day. Ryan went and got loads of food then brang it all back then we all stuffed our faces it was good to be surrounded by friends but I wish Justin was here.

'Oh yeah guys guess what' I said smiling.

'What?' they both asked in unison.

'I'm getting out of here on the 14th'

'Really?' Jasmine asked smiling.

'Yep' I said smiling back just then my phone started ringing I looked at the caller ID seeing it was Scooter I pressed answer and put the phone to my ear.

'Hey Scoot!'

'Hey Tay you sound... happy?'

'Is that a bad thing?' I asked.