I never knew

Part 84 // regret

I woke up the next morning to an empty bed. I sat up slowly stretching my arms out yawning then rolling out of bed then walked along the hallway to Lexi's room. I poked my head around her door seeing she wasn't in her cot hmmm. I walked downstairs into the living room seeing Lexi rested against the corner of the sofa and Justin lying next to her with the laptop on his lap not looking very pleased.

'You okay?' I asked sitting down next to him he didn't say anything expect from looking at me with sad eyes. 'What's wrong?' I asked worried.

'The video from last night is on the internet and everyone has seen it and all my mentions are full of hate saying they are disappointed in me and that I've changed' he said putting his head in his hands. I put my hand on his back and rubbed small circles.

'Justin, they should definitely know you haven't changed I know you haven't changed your still the sweet, caring boy that loves his fans so much like you have since day 1' he took his head out of his hands and looked at me.

'I should have listened to you when you said I shouldn't do something I'll regret now I regret it so much' he sighed.

'Everybody makes mistakes Justin you was angry. Why don't you make a video and apologize and explain what happened?' I asked a small smile appeared on his face.

'That's a good idea. Thank you' he smiled hugging me.

He set up the video on his laptop and I moved over a bit so I wasn't in the view then he pressed the red button.

'Hey guys it's Justin Bieber' he begun I tried not to laugh at that. 'So I uh came on twitter this morning checking my mentions and saw that everyone was disappointed in me and people have been saying that I've changed lately and I was wondering why everyone was saying it then I found out it was about the video with the paparazzi posted. I'm just making this video to say that I'm sorry guys. I know what I did was wrong and I shouldn't of done it I'm supposed to be a good role model and someone you guys can look up to but after what I done yesterday I guess I'm not a good one'

As Justin said that I saw the tears filling up in his eyes. 'As again I really am sorry guys I'm disappointed in myself if I'm being honest with you guys I know better than that. I'm not changing. Yes I'm growing up I'm 18 going on 19 soon just because I get 1 year older every single year that doesn't mean the love I have for you guys is changing because it isn't. The love I have for my Beliebers is never going to change even when I'm 90 years old I will still love you guys and never forget my Beliebers the best fans in the world that changed my life and will never forget that. So I just wanted to say I'm sorry and that I love you guys so much' he said stopping the recording and leaning back on the sofa.

'That was really sweet of you' I smiled looking at him he turned his head to the side and looked at me.

'Was it? Was it enough for them to forgive me though?' he asked sighing sitting back up then posting the video onto twitter then writing the tweet

'I love you guys' with the link to the video then he clicked on his mentions and watched them blow up with all nice comments saying.

@D0pebieber: We love you more

@justinsgurlxo: You're always going to be Kidrauhl

@jelieber4lyf: You look sexy when you're angry

which made him laugh it was nice to see Justin smiling again. 'See everything is going to be fine' I smiled he smiled back pulling me onto his lap and pulling me in for a tight hug.

'Thank you baby' he mumbled against my neck.

'You're welcome' I replied playing with the back of his hair. He pulled away with a smile.