I never knew

Part 72 // dark side

'Justin' I squealed as he walked through the door with Scooter I went over and hugged him. He chuckled.

'Nice to see you too Tay' I smiled and hugged Scooter.

'Hey Scoot' I said pulling away.

'Hey Tay' he said then we walked into the living room and sat down.

'Is Lexi in bed?' Justin asked I nodded.

'Scooter, can we start coming home earlier please so one day I can actually put my daughter to bed' Scooter chuckled.

'Sorry' he said.

'I want to tell you guys something' I said they both looked at me.

'What is it?' Scooter asked I took a deep breath in.

'I want to be a s-singer again' I said they both looked at me shocked.

'What?' Justin asked.

'All day I was thinking about it' I said.

'Are you sure?' Scooter asked looking at me I nodded.

'What about Jamie?' Scooter asked.

'I don't know... I don't see me helping people as a career I just keep saying the things over and over again' I said.

'But Tay will you be able to handle it? You couldn't before' Justin said.

'I know that was when everything with Kevin and Emily was going on'

'But what about your health? What about the panic attacks you might have?'

'I'll take my tablets every night so it won't happen' Justin sighed and looked at Scooter.

'Will you give up on this?' I shook my head.

'Well I'll call Madison and see if she's free how about you come down to the studio tomorrow at 12 and we'll talk to LA Reid' I nodded.

'Thank you Scooter' I said.

'You're welcome so I'll see you tomorrow?' I nodded and with that Scooter left the house.

'So you've been thinking about it all day huh?' Justin asked scooting closer to me.

'Yep I was on the laptop and someone tweeted me a link saying I miss this and I clicked on the link and it was a video of me singing on the tour then I noticed how much I missed it' I said.

'Will you stick to it this time? You can't keep changing your mind'

'I will stick to it I promise' he nodded.

'Well we better get to bed then since we have to be up earlier' he smiled standing up taking my hand.

'You're coming with me?' I asked.

'Of course if this is going to be your career again I want to support you but I am worried if it gets too much for you' he said as we was walking up the stairs.

'I won't let it I'll take it easy'

'Alright' Justin replied.

I got changed into sweatpants and a tank top then got under the covers Justin turned off the light and got under the covers next to me. He pulled me into his arms and kissed me softly.

'Night Tay'

'Night Jay' I said closing my eyes then I ended up falling asleep.

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'Taylor' Justin voice said in my ear.

'Taylor' he said again I opened my eyes and looked up at him as he was standing over me.