Still Queer As Folk

Episode 10

I walked into the loft, Justin walking right behind me. "When?" That was the first thing I wanted answered.

"When I ran into... Hobbs in New York." I shuddered when he said his name. "I have been remembering bits and pieces since then." Ok, that's no to long.

"What do your remember?" Here is the part that can make or brake me.

"I remember part of dancing with you. Not all of it but you spinning me and kissing me. I remember walking to your jeep and you kissing me goodnight..." I can't make him relive that.

"Hey, ok I get it." I pulled him against my chest.

"Being with you felt different that night. I remember thinking that, you were different somehow." It was, I was different with him that night, that's why it hurt so much.

"I was, I excepted that I loved you that night. I dropped my walls and let you in. That's why it bothered me so much that you could not remember." Wow, that was hard to say.

"I'm so sorry Brian." I shook my head and kissed him. He had no reason to be. I should have come clean instead of hiding like I always do.

"No reason to be, it was my own fault for always pushing my feeling back instead of coming clean with you." I let Justin go and walked to my desk. Justin walked to the bathroom and I heard the shower start. I would love nothing more then to join him but I have a few things to take care of quick. I sat and started going through my emails.

An email from Cynthia about Brown athletics was here. They are more diva then Emmett sometimes. Maintenance emailed to let me know that Justin's office desk and new computer where set up in our office for when he comes to kinnetik. He will be head of the art department, besides being a full partner in the company with me. I figured we could make my office ours, since it was big enough to fit two desk with plenty of extra space.

I got up to look for Justin, he never came out of the bedroom after the shower turned off awhile ago. I stopped on the top step of our room. Wow, he was completely naked laying across our bed sketching. He really was sexy as hell. I don't think he has ever been shy about being naked.

I stripped down and climb into bed, settling partially on top of him. I ran a line of kisses up his back and over his shoulder, I froze at what he was sketching. It was me, in my tux and silk scarf. He was drawing me from his prom. I bit my cheek to stop the tears filling my eyes. "That looks good." Damn, I hope he thinks the husky edge to my voice is from arousal.

"You really did look hot that night." He looked over his shoulder and smiled. I looked at him moment before I captured his mouth. I kissed him forcefully, demanding his attention. Justin responded instantly by pushed his book off the bed. Rolling around to face me he fisted my hair and kissed me just as hard. I settled between his legs and reached for the lube I keep on the bedside table.

I rubbed a generous amount on my cock before I grabbed one of his legs and pulled it onto my shoulder. I have wanted this for as long as I can remember. Even though Justin and I have always had regular testing done because of our life style, I would never fuck him bare back. He was my husband now, and I wanted to feel all of him.

I meet his eyes and could clearly see the surprise there. I placed my head at his entrance and waited for his approval, if he wanted I would put a condom on. He pulled me down and kissed me hard before moving his lips to my ear.

"Are you sure?" I nodded my head and started kissing his neck. "Yes" that was all I needed to start pushing into him.

"Oh fuck." This feeling was indescribable. I have never fucked anyone bare back before. Justin felt like warm silk, it was gonna be hard to go back to condoms after this. The moans and groans coupled with the way Justin was clawing into my shoulders told me he was enjoying it to.