Memories

12

It hasn't been long since I left
I sit thinking about what to write
I'm empty of ideas
But all I can think about is you

All I can think about how you are feeling
Are you doing well
Do you miss me like I miss you
Are you also thinking about me

You are lovely
I've just realized it and have got back to my senses
The one before wasn't important
The one before wasn't proper
I never felt the feeling I have now with the other one
You're different
You make me happy
You make me realize everything
You make me know that with you there's no need to worry
There's no need to panic
There's no need to fear

I know that with you there would be no trouble
There would be no complications
I just know it
I know that if I am with you I can turn back and still look happy
I can share our story without regretting it

I smile at the littlest things you do
I laugh at the minor things you say
You just seem to always make my day
I Just can't stop thinking
Luckily we would meet again
We would be meeting soon
I love you
And may God be with you

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Now it's time for you
The writing I write
The thinking I think
It all leads about to you
My wonderful long lost friend who left the country
It was just 31st December a while ago
I thought if you throughout the day

It made me sad
It made me think
It made me wonder
That's when it hit me again
Then I let it all out
And I began to cry

I cried thinking about how my life would be when you are not around
Thought of how miserable I would be knowing you are not at my side
I thought of how sad I would be
Knowing there's no one to stand up for me
Knowing there's no one to motivate me
Knowing there's no one to tell me everything will be alright

People will try their best
They would try their best
But still
It still wouldn't be good enough
They can never be you
They can try to
But it just wouldn't work

At first I thought you lied when you said you were leaving the country
Until it finally reached one month
We are far apart now
Now we don't text anymore like we used to do

I really miss
And I found wish you could come back and help me

Good luck and learn hard

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After everything
After every text
After every word
After every call

We became really good friends
I could ever say
Better than good friends

Now that we were joined on the same platform with different people
You then turn your back on me
Saying that I'm some way and I act like a mad person

If I'm a mad person
Why do you still text me
In fact why do you reply my messages

I got so annoyed
I'll never forget what you did and said
I'll get you

I'll get you in a way you never imagined
It will just be unexpected
Then you come crawling
Begging for forgiveness

I would always forgive you
But what you did cant change the past
It can change the future

The future of which I'm going to be careful of
The future of which the present I'm going to change to make it better

I'll leave the vengeance to God himself so can judge you
Change
Cause changing would surely help you

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