The Boy With Big Ears | Chanyeol Fic

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I APOLOGISE IN ADVANCE FOR THIS CHAPTER. MATURE CONTENT AHEAD. I advise that you read it so that the next chapter doesn't confuse you... it's important. Italics are flashbacks. Thanks and sowwie again

CHANYEOL'S POV

Boy stop joking around, it's late. Dad replied.
I'm serious, i wanna learn how to fight. I said again. And he asked why. I explained to him the whole bullying situation and how they treat me at school and everything. Well ok. I'll schedule some meeting times for you then. And with that I went to bed.

MONIQUE'S POV
It had been so long. Kai's arms reminded me of the safety we had together. He stroked my hair amd hummed a song while my head rose and fell on his chest, in sync with his breathing. I miss his touch to be honest. I'm just scared. I lifted my head to be met by a smiling Kai, he sat up with me and we stared at each other, without a word. "Kiss me." I said and his smile got wider, he cupped my cheeks in his warm hands and leaned down to meet my lips with his and captured them for a kiss, I fell into the kiss quick until,

He grabbed my face and forced me to face him. He looked at me with lust-filled eyes and connected his lips and started kissing me harshly. His mouth tasted dirty, like blood. I cringed and gagged at the feeling and he bit hard on my bittom lip. I cried out and he shoved his sinful tongue inside, it felt so disgusting. All I could do was cry, I was tied to a chair... I was defence-less

I whimpered and pulled away slowly from Kai, but still kept our lips together. No I need this. And so I kissed him again, this time it becoming deeper, more passionate. I slid my hand under his shirt and ran my fingers over his firm torso. I tugged on the hem of his shirt and instantly understanding, he removed it. I pulled off my pajama top and was only in my bra. He reached around and opened  the bra in a split second and turned his attention to my boobs.

He yanked my top off of me and ripped the bra. He didn't even bother to open it. I wanted to cover my chest, I wanted to get out of here but I was stuck. I shook my long brown hair down to cover as much of my breasts as it could but it angered him. He pulled my hair back and delivered a hard slap to my face. I winced and he gripped my breast in his hand. His hand was course and disgusting. I cried, I couldn't stop. "SHUT UP" He commanded and I winced again.

I felt a tear prick my eye but I pushed it back, holding back a sob as Kai returned his attention to my lips. I fumbled with his shorts and he helped me to yank them down, leaving him in only his boxers. "I love you." He whispered between the kiss and I said it back. He tugged on my shorts.

He grabbed the skirt I was wearing, ripping it right off me, and slipping it from under my butt, onto the floor. I have no power over this guy, who claims to be the leader of whatever his organization is. All I had on was my underwear. He smirked and bent down to my level. I looked away, and cried silently. He ran his hand over my womanhood and I shivered. I wanted to close my legs, to kick him, but he had me bound to this stupid chair. He slid my underwear to the side and started touching me in places forbidden. "Stop, please." I whispered and he ignored me. Of course he would, he just kept plunging his fingers inside me... I felt so unclean. "You're not a virgin." He said and I just cried. He untied my legs and I instantly tried to fight. He slapped me again and I cried. "Don't resist." He said calmly and lifted me off the chair and tossed me onto a bed - I'm guessing, because it felt like one and my tears blocked my vision.

"Kai." I whispered his name as my shorts fell to the floor, my tears threatening to fall. He lifted me and repositioned us on the bed, then attached his lips to my neck, sucking on the spot. "Are you sure you want this?" He asked and I nodded. Actually I'm not sure. I feel so messed up, but I can't let those men who raped me be the last people who got to have sex with me. I love Kai, and I'm sure he does love me. But right now, I'm just testing how far I can go cause I know I miss him... and his touch and everything. He pulled down my underwear and a tear slipped down my cheek, which I quickly wiped away.

"You keep resisting, it's upsetting. I won't be easy on you." The guy grunted and my stomach turned in disgust. How did I fall into this trap? Why me? Why? I screamed in pain when he slammed into me without any warning. He was just letting out all his anger on me, and I couldn't even try to push him off, my hands were still tied and all I could do was cry. It didn't feel good at all, it felt nasty. "Whether you like it or not I'll make you cum." He said, pulling out, and I felt a burning sensation and hissed at the pain. I cried, and cried. He went in again, harder this time, and I resisted the urge to do what he wanted. "I can feel it clenching. Just let go." He grunted out before taking a series of short quick breaths. "NO!!" I spat and cried. He yanked my legs apart. "Then i have no choice." He said and got his toys lined up.

Kai positioned himself to enter. "Babe, are you sure?" He asked again and I nodded, pulling him in for a kiss. He slipped in and a tear slipped out. I held back a sob and hugged him tight, wrapping my legs around his hips. He grinded his hips at moderate pace and I cried silently on his shoulder. He sped up a bit and I covered up my sob with a moan. It feels so wrong, but I love him. I moaned his name and he sped up as I dug my fingers into his shoulder blades, crying on his shoulder.

"Please no." I whimpered and he smirked. He moved towards me with an unidentifiable object and placed it on my clit and pressed a button. "Shit!! Stop. Please." I cried and he smirked. "Cum for me." He stated and I shook my head. "No. Please stop." I cried again and he stopped. I sighed, but my relief was cut short when he re entered my core. I couldn't hold it any longer, so I let it go, my body shaking violently in the process. "You cry too much." He said, removing himself and kissing me again. I turned my face away from him.

"No." I whispered and Kai stopped. I tightened my grip on his shoulder. "Babe... are you ok?" I nodded against his shoulder. Trying to distract him from my current situation I began grinding my hips. He held onto my hip with one hand. "No stop." He said and pulled out. He pulled me off and I turned my face away. "Monique look at me." He ordered and I turned around. "Why are you crying?" He asked, wiping my tears away frantically. He pulled the sheets over me and slipped on his boxers quickly. "Babe, if you don't want to have sex again... it's ok. That's not why I love you." He said quietly. "No... That's not it... I do, but the memories... they just come back with every move you make... and it's hard, but I want you.. and I-" but he cut me off. "Shhh. It's alright. I'm sorry. Don't hurt yourself anymore. I love you ok? Its ok. Just shower and get dressed. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry." He said, hugging me. He was crying now. I went to the bathroom to get a shower.
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"But I shouldn't have..." I heard Kai say as I stood at the bathroom door.
"I wasn't thinking. I should have known. I just got carried away. It's my fault." He said and a tear rolled down my cheek. "I shouldn't have Kyung... I feel like crap now.... ok, bye." He finally said. He was crying. I was crying.
"It's ok babe." I whispered and hugged him. "It's not your fault."

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Long ass chap. 미안해요