Ersandor/Jassian One-Shots

Everything I do

The Rebellion is killing me. The missions never stop. First the Death Star plans, then the save of Princess Leia were we were send to find that she was there and now another meeting in which they assign us for the missions.

"Cassian Andor, you take the Golden team." Generak Draven said. "You are attaking the Star Destroyers." He said and gave Cassian the papers.

"Cassian." I said to him. "You can't do this... I can't loose you..." I started feeling my cheeks wet.

"Jyn..."

"Cassian, please." I say as look straight into his eyes. He looks in mine for a little, but then he looks at the papers again. "I'm sorry Jyn, but everything I do, I do for the Rebellion." No...

I looked at him for a few more seconds and walked away. Maiby it's just me being weird. If he is willing to risk his life, his decision. Even if it hurts me, maiby he wasn't the one for me. Maiby he was here only for a few moments in my life.

Maiby I just over reacted. I turned around to go to appologise to him. I went to the last place I saw him. And he was still there, his hands on another girl's waist. I walked away from them, my eyes already getting wattery again. Maiby my place wasn't in the Rebellion. I walked to one of the X-Wings and started the engine. I don't care if it's not mine. I don't care if he has an explanation for that or anything about him. He left me alone. If he doesn't want me back, good for him. I don't care about his new girlfriend or his mission or... The air in my chest got out all at the same moment as I felt the tears rolling down my face. I put my head into my hands and cried. He was the only family I had left and he would go away as the others did. I standed up and opened the glass to only see him being a few centimiters away from her lips. He looked up for a second and saw me. I closed the glass again and started the engine. "Jyn!" I heard him yell. No, Cassian, no. The ship started moving and soon I was up in the air. I've never flew a ship alone and I was trying to decide which button was for hyperspace. I soon pressed it and it let me to my old home on Lah'mu. I got out from the ship slowly, the cold air making me freeze a little. I walked to my house, as I saw Krennic with the Deathtroopers passing me and my parents. I walked to the place where dad was standing. I extended my hand to touch him, but it was nothing. Nothing but air. He looked through me and I realised that I would never get him back. Mom fell to the ground, letting me run to her and putting my hands on her face. But I ended with them in dirt. I started crying. It hurt me so much to see them gone. The rain started falling from the sky, as I stayed curled in the position. I fell to the ground and I was soon covered in mudd and leaves. I wouldn't care if I died. Nobody cared for me. They're either gone or careless. I heard a ship land. Let it land. I don't care. I was hidden by the grass and the cold blanket of death started covering me. And I smiled remembering my parents  I smiled thinking of my friends.

"Jyn!" He yelled. I wouldn't care if he saw me or not. "Jyn I know you're here. Let me explain!" My eyes started closing slowly and I didn't feel my legs anymore. "Jyn!" He yelled again and walked to my house. He wouldn't notice me. "Jyn!" He said as my eyes closed. I felt his hands around me as he shook me. "JYN!" I didn't move. "Jyn I'm so sorry." He said as his hand moved on my cheeks. "You liar." I say to him. "You said you didn't care." He laughed nervously and put his forehead on mine. "I will explain it. Everything I do, I do it for you." I smiled at his words.