This elevator (Valentine's Day)

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Cassian's body was heavy. Every step I took made my wounds hurt more. I know I couldn't save us. I know I couldn't save him. But I needed to try.

His head was touching mine as I walked. He sighed in pain. Only a few more steps and we'll be in there. In the elevator.

I can barelly move from his grip to activate it. His feet were simply not cooperating. He sighed again. It hurt me so much to see him this way. He came back there to save me. Or probably not. Maiby just for the plans.

The door closed. He put his back on the wall of the lift. He looked in my eyes desperately. I was at the edge of loosing myself and crying. But I didn't. Maiby we could still escape this terror. Maiby we could survive.

I found my hands moving up his chest. His shirt was wet of sweat and dirty. His hair was messy and he was full of scars. It hurt me so much to see him suffer. Even if he almost killed my dad, he had orders. Maiby after he accepted to go with me on the mission he changed.

I realised that we were moving closer to each other. I blink a few times. Is this real? Isn't this one of my dreams? Or nightmares? Nightmare because of the Empire. Dream because of him.

I wanted to kiss him, but the circumstances wouldn't let me. He did all of this in the name of the Rebellion, didn't he?

The elevator stopped. The door opened and let us to the beach. We walked together again. I looked desperately on the beach. No ship. But a huge explosion in front of us. I let him down slowly and a few moments after we were hugging there.

Maiby it was better if I kissed him.

Maiby.

Happy Valentine's day!!!

And I'm sorry for the feels!

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