He is my Hope. [BTS Jhope] ✔

Chapter 4

Namjoon hadn't been talking to me since that day in the lunch room with Hoseok. It had already been several days and I was feeling strangely guilty. I felt like I should have talked to him privately, instead of rubbing his nose in the fact I was getting closer with Hoseok. I desperately wanted to explain to him that I didn't mean to hurt his feelings, that Hoseok didn't know about the confession and wouldn't have done it on purpose. I just wasn't able to get a chance to talk to him. Anytime I went near him he would give me the cold shoulder.

Hoseok noticed I was feeling uneasy and invited me out over the weekend, so he took me to the arcade. I couldn't help but smile and be happy, while watching him laugh at the silliest things and get excited over winning skeeball. He is such a dork.

"Su Jiiiin!" I heard Hoseoks voice from behind me while I was trying to win a racing game. He sounded strange.

"Yes, Hobi?" I didn't tear my eyes away, determined to win some tickets.

Suddenly he jumped from behind me and was facing me. I let out a surprised squeak to see he had a white bag on his head and he was flailing his arms about.

"Boo! I'm a ghost!" He couldn't help but laugh at himself.

I started laughing so hard it hurt my stomach. "H-hobi what are you doing?" I was trying to catch my breath, wiping tears from my eyes.

He took off the bag and grinned at me, still chuckling proudly. "I wanted to make you laugh! You have seemed upset, the games weren't cheering you up so I had to do something."

"Well mission accomplished." This guy, he acts like a 10 year old boy sometimes but he's so sweet. Even if he is super cheesy.

Hoseok grabbed my hand and lead me around the arcade. We played a few more games together before he took off excitedly. I followed behind and watched as he dove head first into a ball pit.

"Su Jin! Come here. This is so great." He grinned widely, sitting in the ball pit that was meant for toddlers and not practically grown men. He really is childish but it's adorable. I jumped in after him and we played around, acting like little kids together as we threw plastic balls at each other and tried to bury ourselves underneath them.

A day of ridiculous fun was exactly what I needed.

By time Monday rolled around I was feeling relieved. I texted Namjoon as soon as I woke up and asked him if we could talk. He hadn't responded but Hoseoks cheering up made me lose the anxious feeling that had previously been looming over me. I'll just apologize to Namjoon and everything will go back to normal. He will be understanding.

Hyo Rin and Yun Hee noticed my improved mood and were quick to question me. Leaving out some details, I told them about Hoseok taking me out to cheer me up. They were confused why I was even upset in the first place.

"Guys I want to tell you but you have to be able to KEEP A SECRET!" I gave them a stern look. Not really trusting they would be able to heed my warning.

"We can!" They said in unison.

I finally spilled about the happenings between Hoseok and I at his house with Namjoons interruption and confession. They were staring at me with mouths gaping open. Hyo Rin gently pat me on the back assuring me that Namjoon and I would talk and it would be alright. She knew i thought of him as a good friend. Yun Hee complained that I was getting more romance than her, but threatened to punch Namjoon if he didn't talk to me soon. They were both excited for me though, they could tell I was starting to like Hoseok, no matter how much I thought it wasn't true.

I followed the girls to lunch when the bell rang, that was the only time during school we could actually hang out with the boys. Everyone took their usual seats, Hyo Rin and Jin and were discussing clubs and student council. Yun Hee was feeding Taehyung bites of food while Yoongi scoffed at them. Jungkook and Jimin were laughing at Taehyung. I really don't think he understands.

I was happily chatting with Hoseok when I heard Hyo Rin gasp. Everyone turned to look at what had shocked the usually calm girl and then I felt my stomach drop at the sight in front of me. Namjoon was walking with his arm around the waist of some girl I didn't know. It wasn't hard to imagine what was under the tiny cropped shirt and short skirt. Boobs and skirt bouncing up and down. That girl is not even wearing a bra! Hoseok peeked at me out of the corner of his eye, waiting to see how I would react.

"Oh no you don't you man whore!" Yun Hee yelled and stood up, ready to go knock him out. She was yanked back into her chair by Yoongi, he told her to be quiet and wait. Yun Hee pouted but obeyed. I mouthed a quick 'thank you' to the boy, he nodded and turned to talk to Yun Hee. He's smart keeping her occupied, so she doesn't kill his friend. Wait, does he know something about this weird situation between Namjoon, Hoseok and I??

Namjoons eyes sparkled as they met mine. He winked before leaning in and kissing her on the cheek, while also ushering her into the seat. He smirked evilly as he joined our table.

"Who is the chick?" Jimin asked, curiosity written all over his face.

"My new girlfriend. I thought that would be obvious." He smiled at his friends. Oh I see, so you're brave across the lunchroom but now you won't look at me.

"What the hell do you-" Yun Hee started to lecture Namjoon but Yoongi shoved a piece of fruit in her mouth, shaking his head at her.

Namjoon raised an eyebrow at her but shrugged his shoulder and turned his attention to his food.

I knew it wasn't my business, I wasn't Namjoons girlfriend, but I was confused. Why would he confess to me and suddenly get a girlfriend a week later? It seemed so fast and unexpected. He hadn't even given me enough time to properly think and respond. Sure, It was obvious to everyone that there was chemistry between Hoseok and I but he should know I would never want to hurt him either.

My stomach was still in knots, my food was now incredibly unappealing. I got up and left the table, hurrying to be anywhere else. I decided to just get back to my classroom and wait for my friends there. I cracked open a book to read and distract myself.

As if on cue, moments after the bell rang Yun Hee burst through the door, a worried looking Hyo Rin in tow.

"That asshole! Who does he think he is saying he likes one girl and licking some others face at lunch?!" Yun Hee shouted as she sat down next to me.

Hyo Rin just sighed. "He didn't lick her face. He kissed her, not that it really matters. Are you okay Su Jin? That had to have been baffling."

"I just don't really understand what's going on." I was honest, I didn't know what to really think of it. It's not such a big deal right?

"Well, based on your actions at lunch it looks like you're... jealous?" Hyo Rin practically mumbled the word.

I didn't feel jealous, did I? I didn't really feel that way about Namjoon, but it still didn't sit right with me.

"It definitely looked that way! You should have seen Hoseoks face when you ran off, it looked like you kicked his puppy." Yun Hee rambled on.

Shit. How could I be so stupid? I forgot that Hoseok would have been watching and would misunderstand the situation. I pulled out my phone and sent a quick text.

Su Jin: I'm sorry I ran out like that. Can we meet up later so I can properly explain?

My hands were practically sweating as held my phone, waiting for a buzz indicating he responded. Thankfully he didn't take too long.

Hoseok: It's okay. :) I think you should meet Namjoon after school instead, it seems like you have a lot to talk about. I'm rooting for you! :D

Now my heart sank.

He really did misunderstand.