baby i ➵ royce

Ch. 18 - Happy Birthday.

Postliminary, seven months rolled in the world and the month is July. Of course, the month that my birthday takes place. Tomorrow, it’ll make twenty-five years that I’ve been alive.

Damn, I’ma be twenty-five years old. Two-five!  

What’s so young and old about that? Nothing about me isn’t gonna become different, just my age. I’m still gonna be the same ol’ loving, generous, try to be amusing, and sexy Chresanto like in the past years.

Wait, did I mention sexy?

Haha. Lemme rephrase that to smooth. That word sexy belongs to the man that’s fully keeping my heart in two more months. The man still remain as my oldest lover, though he turned twenty-seven in April and he tease me constantly about it just to grow some humor. Doesn’t matter how weird this sentence sounds, but also the man that’ll giving birth to our child in a week from today. So yeah, I’m STILL with Jacob Perez. But nah, that’s not gonna be his only last name after we admit our vows in September.

Since our relationship continues, there’s been a couple of arguments. But we tended to make up before shit gets too outta hand. And a person like me are against conflict. The main argument that was a big deal was when I found out that Jacob been smoking and drinking when I’m not around. When you’re pregnant, hobbies like that can put harm to the fetus. So now, I’m worried will this baby debut in this world in bad condition. I understand the part that he was stressed about the life ahead of him but, he shouldn’t make our unborn child suffer.

Speaking of a descendant, I should talk to you about my first one. Ashton. She’s currently six-years-old, becoming a first grader in the next month, and continuing on stepping out of her babyhood physique. She’s still nice as she wanna be, but I have to watch out for that sailor mouth of hers. Jacob and I definitely need to stop all this profanity when she’s around. But then at the same time, it might not be just us. Hehe.

Okay, I’m probably lying. Ever since I gave Ash permission to curse (but only when she’s getting picked on), maybe she took it for granted, thinking that’s okay for me or Jacob to hear her. But other than her language, she’s continuing to be a great child like I said and can’t wait for her baby sister. She was excited when Jacob and I told her the gender of her sibling. Of course she’ll get excited because it’s girl and she’ll be able to play with her, play dress up, or any feminine activity when the baby grows up.

Ha. In all I’m gonna have two kids---no. Better yet, I’m gonna have my own family. And I’m not over twenty-five yet! Goddamn, you don't know how I'm feeling right now. 

My career is going great and I love doing what I do when it comes to business. Since this season is summer, Jacob doesn’t have a job; thanks to him being a teacher. So as of right now, I’m the only one that’s working. But the bills get paid right on time. Oh by the way, I know you’re thinking why Jacob is not working and he got his own place? In May, I began to share my house with him---since we’re engage. And beside, Ashton and I need to share this big ass crib with somebody else. When he goes back to work in the last week on August, that's when we’ll split up on paying the mandatory bills.