Life Unexpected

Jealousy Is A Green-Eyed Monster

School had started and I was finally 16. I went to every one of Corie's home softball games. I went to a football game and she went to some of mine. She went to homecoming, with me again. But like the year before, I didn't go to hers.

She met a boy at her homecoming. His name was Cameron (idk if his name is spelled correctly and I don't really care). They had apparently grinded together and now they were talking. To say the least, I was livid. They talked and talked. Eventually they started dating. I was jealous; I wouldn't talk to her about him, I stayed with my boyfriend that I had wanted to dump, and I would even tell her how happy I was with him. I had sex with a boy for the first time because I was so jealous of Cameron. But then I broke up with my boyfriend at the time (I didn't want to lead him on). So instead, I started sleeping around. I hooked up with an ex boyfriend and told Corie, hoping it would make her jealous. It didn't seem to work. Then I started hooking up with this one girl, we'll call her Sabrina. At first it was just sex, just something to get my mind off of Corie. Then I started to like her. We still had sex, A LOT. It was something fun for a change.

Of course I told Corie, but I didn't think it was affecting her (I found out later that it was). Then Corie and I got into another fight. Sabrina decided to message Corie, telling her that she needed to fix the fight that was happening. Corie got REALLY pissed. I went over to her house one night to give her back her stuff and she told me that us fighting was a bunch of bullshit. And it was. We made up and that was that. One more fight fixed. Things went back to normal. I broke up with Sabrina and she wasn't very happy. Some drama went on there, but it got fixed.

Jealousy is a green-eyed monster, that's a true statement right there.