Torn Up (Harry Styles/Bullying)

Chapter 16

Harry's POV:

The looks we had gotten when we walked into the school were a little uncomfortable. I tried not to show that they were bothering me though, because I didn't want Sandra to be worried.

When we got to her locker I was shocked. So many, horribly disgusting words filled up her locker. I shook my head I'm disgust and then was facing Fuckface 1 and Fuckface 2. I growled.

Sandra closed her locker and followed my gaze. She started to shake at the sight of them, so I kissed her. This kiss was filled with love and was heated. I was so glad Zayn and Chris got to watch it.

I let out a low chuckle and held onto Sandra's tiny hand. She looked down at our hands and blushed letting a small smile escape onto her lips. She was so beautiful. I don't think she will ever truly realize her own beauty. Her brown waves were so long and silky and looked amazing in the pony tail she was wearing.

Her blue eyes were so bright and alive.
Flecks of gold and green were scattered around and they were stunning. Her eyes were much different from when I first met her. They used to be a dark grey blue, empty with no life. But since I first met her they have changed, I was so glad for that. I liked to think they have brightened up because of me...

"Harry what are you thinking about?" Sandra pulled me out of my trance.

"How beautiful you are," I told her. Might as well tell her what I am truly thinking about.

"Oh," she whispered.

"Oh don't go there Sandy, it would take all day for me to name every beautiful thing about you," I flashed her a smile, my dimples showing. Her cheeks flushed and I waited for her to respond.

After what felt like hours she finally looked at me. Her small nose scrunched up a little and her eyebrows moved closer together. Her eyes were filled with adoration and she looked slightly out of it. A small smile tugged at the corners of her lips as she mumbled out,"Sandy."


"Yeah," I grinned, "Sandy." I pecked her cheek.

"I love it, Hazza."

My heart swelled when she called me my nickname, it was so sexy coming off of her lips.

I thought back to those lips on mine in my room. My room, oh crap. I needed to figure out how long she was staying, I needed to know how much more time I would have with her.

"Sandy, how long will you be staying at my house?"

"Until I find my own place," she responded somewhat confused at my random question.

An idea sparked my mind. We were both 18, I was moving out soon and she was homeless...

I needed to cover up why I was asking her the question or else she would fine out what I was doing.

"Uhm, I was only asking because my parents are coming home in a few days and wouldn't want a girl in the house. Because I mean they would think I was doing something gross, I mean not that you are gross, but gross things and-"

"I get it Haz," she giggled.

"Okay, okay sorry I tend to ramble. But I have to go to class now. So, I'll see you at the end of the day."

"But what about 7th and 8th? We have English and Study Hall together," she pouted. Her voice was laced with disappointment and it made me feel and for leaving her.

"I have to do something important first."

"Oh," she looked sad but covered it up with a fake smile. Her eyes didn't crinkle up in the corners, it defineltly wasn't real.

"Trust me, you'll be happy, I'll see you right after 8th. Stay save my love." I kissed her again this time on her lips. This kiss was short and slow, but I loved it.

I watched her walk to class safely before I made my way out of the school. I lied about staying in school but what I was about to do was for the both of us.



Sandra's POV:

I walked to my class missing Harry's hand in mine. I was still dazed by the fact Harry had called me Sandy. No one called me Sandy before, no one had Ben given me a nickname before. It was cute and I loved it, very, very much.

I felt the stares of everyone I'm the classroom as soon as I sat down, I was ready for them. I was ready for all the hate and beatings I was going to get, because I couldn't give a damn if they didn't accept what Harry and I had.

I felt a hand on my shoulder and flinched. I turned my head, only to be faced to face with the queen bitch of the school.

"You and Harry are like, the cutest couple ever! Like oh my gosh, hottie and ugly loser!" her way to high pitch voice screeched into my ears. Her way of giving a compliment was terrible.

For the first time in 4 years I spoke out loud. Usually I'm screaming while being tormented with, I don't speak otherwise.

"Why thank you, I'm sure Harry would love to know that you think that about us." I turned my head away from hers.

Where did that just come from? I pulled my head up a littler higher, trying to prove that I was more confident than I really was. I heard Mary cough like she was offended and skip back to her seat.

I felt really good about how in a way I stood up for myself, I smiled a bit and started first period without anymore snotty comments.



Harry's POV:

It took 13 tries, but I finally found the one. I jingled the keys in my hand like a champion. Sandra was going to be so excited! I mean I know I am, I've planned to ask her out today. I'll give her the keys, and ask her to finally be mine.


Sandra being my girlfriend would be a dream come true. No one else could touch her, only me. I would be able to fully protect her and make sure she never got hurt.

The thought played in my head and I was happy, happier than I had been in a while. I started thinking of how my sister was going to get an apartment with her boyfriend before the accident...My heart sagged for a second when I thought of what had happened 2 years ago, but I quickly shook it off. I pulled back into the school parking lot.

Perfect. Only 5 minutes until 8th period was over. I put Sandra's present in my cars glove compartment and hurried out of the car.

I walked up to the school, thrilled to see Sandra, it felt like I hadn't see her for days. I heard something move behind me, I slowly turned my head to check what the noise was, only to be met with a fist to my face.


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