|midnight thoughts|

This is Now

I've put my tears and blood
into trying to express what I feel.

But feelings have faded to numbness,
love has faded to nothing,
heartache has faded to dust.

To the two you's of my words;
your existence no longer brings me pain,
and I've fallen out of love with you.

What am I supposed to say?
My tears have turned into smiles,
and I no longer love those green eyes;
I've fallen for ones the color of caramel.

Thank you for giving my train of thought
a journey to complete,
but this is me saying goodbye.

This is now.

I guess this is it. This is the end of the book. Maybe one day I'll start it up again, or make a sequel, but I really just need to take a break for a while. It's been a lot of fun, it really has, but writing poetry is starting to become less of an emotional necessity and more of a chore. Thank you for reading, I truly love you all. Stay beautiful!
-Alexandra<3