WOrthlEss Life

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~~* Ron's P.O.V *~~

I was feeling restless all the time since Jay was rushed to the operation threatre. My heart was literally in my mouth about to come out of my body anytime.

Few hours later the doctor came back. '' Congrats the operation was sucessfull'' Dr. Lucas said. We all sighned in relief. ''But.....''.

''what??'' I asked him worriedly. ''You know that its a miracle that Jay's life is safe and he is ready to go home tommorow'' Dr. Lucas said '' but at the same side he may have side effects of all the surgery and meds. His voice has become low which will get normal after few....... But.....''. ''what but?? Tell me fast'' Tisha nearly yelled. ''But I am afraid that has damaged his brain a little and he will keep commiting suicide or he my start selfharming so you all have to keep an eye on him'' Dr. Lucas said and sighed.

''But he used to do it before also'' said Emily. '' Yeah but he has become really sensitive now even a little hurt can lead him to his wild doings'' Dr. Lucas said. ''well he may wake up anytime so you can go to see him'' he said and we head to Jay's room.

~~* Jay's P.O.V *~~

I am sitting alone in the darkness. I think I am dead. Right?? No?? I'm not?? SHIT. Now I am screwed up. No worry I can still die. I see nothing but darkness all around. Someone is calling my name but I don't know who. I can hear muflling noise I can hear beeping noises.

Suddenly something comes to my mind. Who is here?? Ron just dumped me. Tisha hates me and Sage would care less to come. Uncle Max are out. So who would it be. I can't face anyone now. They will think I am coward. Oh GOD help me please. I wanted to cry but I am not able. I want to see but I am not able to do it too. I only see darkness. I don't find anything to live for. I am a total mess . What if I am disowned by everyone. Where will I go. It would be better if I died

. Suddenly the voices got louder and the darkness starts to fade. I let out a high pitch scream and my eyes flutters open. Oh fuck I'm FREAKIN ALIVE.

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Soo Sorry I took forever to update and yes Jay is Alive I don't know till when. All upto you to decide whether Jay should live till the end or should he die in between.

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