Can I say Family....????

WhAt hAvE I dOnE??

~~* Ron's P.O.V *~~

I was lying on my bed bored. I just came to my home. I was really scared what Jay told me when I told him to kill himself. "I will you just wait and watch". I was about to call Sage to ask when I got a message from Jay. It read-
I never thought that you could do such thing to me. But still I love you and I will forever. You were the only hope who was letting me live but now you are gone. I was never afraid to die and nor am I now. Hope you find someone better. and please don't play with anyone's feeling it REALLY hurts. when you said those words I was shattered. Yes I am worthless, shit, fag , dirt. and what you said I should kill myself. So, I am doing because I can do anything for you and I would never ever TRUST you. And by the way Ron THANK YOU for the best birthday gift ever.
- love you always  <3 <3  JAY

 Oh my god. What the fuckin hell I just did. Today was his birthday. My eyes brimmed with tears. and then it striked my mind. I WAS IN LOVE WITH JAY.  I ran towards his house hoping to save him. as I was running I heard a loud crash and someone yelling 'Jay'. I ran toward them to see Derek standing near a body which was laying on the ground. When I reached there I gasped. I saw my baby lying on the road in his own pool of blood. his body was limp and he was totally wrecked. His face was full of cuts and blood. He was vometing some white liquid. " JAY" I yelled runing towards him. " I...going...lorry...Jay...pushed...crashed" Derek stammered. "Call 119 NOW" I yelled tears freely falling on Jay's face. I can't described how he looked. He may be dead. Oh God I just want to go die somewhere.  I heard the sirens coming near and soon I was sitting in the ambulance. I called Sage and told him the whole situation. I reached the hospital fully hoping that Jay would be alive. He have to live I want him.

~~* Sage P.O.V *~~ 

I was chilling at Tabatha's house. "Hey choose the movie you wanna see, Tisha is not at home right now" Tabatha said blushing. I smiled. "Tabatha" I said. "Hmm" she replied. "Will you do me a favour of being my girlfriend??" I asked accepting No. "OH Gawd you took so long" she cheered. I looked at her confused. " YES" she yelled tackelling me into a hug. she pulled away and as we were about to kiss my phone groaned.
I checked it out. it was a message from Jay. It read-
I don’t know how to forgive you. I know it was all a mistake but your little mistake made a huge difference in my life. Sage I really loved you as a brother. you used to be there for me saving me. I think I will forgive you but It would be really I mean really hard to TRUST you again. I just wanted to say you good bye and I am really sorry for being so weak. Please do not try to find me or my body. BYE
- love <3  JAY 
 
I was shocked. I froze what he gonna do. Jay can't do anything. " bye Tabatha I gotta go" I yelled running to my house. I could have called Uncle Max but he was out of town. I reached the house and found no one. I reached Jay's room. I saw a bloody razor and pills on the floor. OH SHIT where  is he?? Suddenly my phone rang. "hello" I answered panting. " hey Sage this is Ron, Meet me at hospital WE CARE now, its about Jay" he yelled and hung up. No this fucking can't happen. My brother cannot die. I was trembling with fear now I just ran and ran towards the hospital. Jay I am coming.

~~* Tisha's P.O.V *~~

I was sitting at the park. My head was throbbing today. I think Jay did nothing. Oh man I feel so bad about what I did. I should have let him explain. I should say him sorry. As I reached to my phone to call Jay I saw a message from Jay. It read-
hey I don't know what others told you and why were you mad at me. But trust me I did nothing. falling for the player wasn't my fault and I DID NOT left him. it was Ron. I just wanted to thank you for being my friend. You were my first friend. I love you a lot. Its not your fault that you didn't trust me. I wanna say goodbye and I will miss you.
- love <3  JAY

I shrieked about what he had wrote. Oh Jay you cannot be this weak. I am a fuckin looser friend. What am I gonna do. ''SHIT'' I yelled while drifting to unconciousness.