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I'm so so so sorry for being away for so long but here I'm back with updates.... only for you readers

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~~* Jay's P.O.V *~~

''Yes'' I asked worried. ''Jay you have to talk to Ron'' Tisha said. ''Why should I?? He is dating someone else. I don't care'' I lied. ''Noooo'' Tisha whined ''Rick is just his drug dealer nothing else, he is single and seriously loves you'' Tisha said. ''what? Ron takes drugs?'' I asked. He never did in front of me. ''He has been drinking, smoking and having drugs ever since you tried to commit suicide'' she said. Oh man what my Ron is doing.
''Okay I am coming'' I said and hunged up.

I turned around to see Tabatha confused look. ''I gotta go Tabatha, I'll explain when I'll come back.'' I said as I left for Ron house. I dailled his no but the mobile was switched off. Eh. As I reached Ron's house I saw Tisha and Emily sitting in the porch. ''Oh Jay you came'' Emily said hugging me. ''Ron is up go check him he isn't answering me or making any noise and I am afraid to check him.'' Emily said in one breath. This girl is really sensitive. Tisha huged her and gave me a 'go check him' look.

I enter the house and made my way to Ron's room. I could here slight sniffing noise. ''I love you Jay I seriously do'' I heared him saying. The door was unlocked. Wierd. I hesitatingly open the door and smoke and smell of alcohol and weed welcomed me. I gagged and coughed. Ron wasn't in his bedroom. His bathroom door was opened though. As I reached there my eyes widened and my jaw dropped. Ron was sitting on the bathroom floor. Blood surrounding his body. he had deep slashed on his chest and stomach. one hand holding the glass peice. He looked at me with red fluffy eyes. He looked horrible. ''RON'' I yelled crying running to him.

~~* Ron's P.O.V *~~

I had a fight with Rick today. I mean I just want to leave these drugs and stuff but that asshole Rick isn't letting me. I know he wanna go in my pants but I love Jay. Yes you heard right I still love that cutie. I told Rick that I don't want to keep any connection with him but he hired guys to beat me. I kicked everyone's ass though but still I got beaten up. Now, I was in my room I could hear Emily crying downstairs . GODD kill me!! 'I can't trust you anymore' the words suddenly started ringing in my ears. Jay is right he shouldn't trust me after what I did. But I love him.

Suddenly I had an urge to cut. I haven't done since a long time. I grabbed the whisky bottle and limped towards the bathroom not bothering to lock the door (A/N don't ask about that bottle, drunkers always have a specific hidden place for them). No one comes anyway. I just sat on the floor drinking whisky and crying remembering each and every moments I spend with Jay happy as well as sad. Those were the moments when I would feel that yes I have someone and someone needs me. I smiled. I was getting high. Then I remeberd the day I broke up with Jay after insulting him, the horrible birthday gift I gave him. Anger boiled in me and know what I was getting angry with none but me. I knew it was my fault. I threw the bottle to the wall in agony watching it scattering in peices. I saw every peice of the glass and grabbed the biggest one. I shivered with the thought of hurting myself but I have to punish myself. I am Jay's victim.

I heared the front door slam. I took off my shirt, I already had several cuts and bruises on my body but I needed new one's. I started with my chest. Grinding the glass in my chest slashing it across. I heared the front door slam again but I didn't care. I did the same thing with my stomach whimpering and mumbling words I didn't remember. I could feel someone coming upstairs but I felt too weak to bolt up the door. I punished my arms as well as legs too. I felt happy seeing blood drool out of my wounds. ''RON!!'' I heard someone yelling. I turned towards the voice to see Jay trembling and crying. He ran towards me. But before I could reply I passed out. ''sorry'' left my mouth but without any sound. I hope he forgives me now.

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well well well poor Ron is dying. Good for him?? Tell me should he live?? How was this chapter after a gap of days?? COMMENT ♥