Can I say Family....????

RelatIonShiP ??

~~* Ron's P.O.V *~~

I woke up with a throbbing headcahe and dizziness. I noticed that I was in my bed (A/N he only passed out due to alcohol and not due to cutting, else he would be at hospital). Looking around I saw Tisha and Emily sitting at the corner glaring at me. I glanced at my body which was bandaged. I looked around and saw Jay curled on the floor in a corner sniffing and trembling. I automatically flinched and felt horrible. ''J-Jay'' my voice croked. He looked at me with wide red fluffy eyes running to me and tackeling me into a tight hug.

''WHAT THE FUCKING HELL WERE YOU THINKING??'' Jay yelled. I couldn't say anything. ''we were worried Ron'' Emily said. ''I'm so....'' I was about to say but was cut off. ''Why you did this?'' Tisha asked standing beside Emily. ''I don't know its just...... I don't know'' I said clutching the bedsheets. I saw Jay who was still crying seeing me. ''I'm alive Jay'' I mocked him. He flinched. I think I was harsh.

~~* Jay's P.O.V *~~

''I'm alive Jay'' Ron mocked. I flinched. How can he say that. I can't stop worrying about him. Stupid Likeness. ''I g-gotta go'' I said more tears coming as I turned towards the door. ''Wait!!'' Ron yelled. I turned around. ''Why should I?'' I said. ''Please wait'' he said softly with pleading eyes I love. ''Ok'' I sighned.

''Emily can I and Jay have a talk...... Alone??'' Ron said. ''oh yes you can'' Tisha said dragging Emily downstair with her.''Jay come here'' Ron said. I sat on the edge of the bed as far as I could from Ron. ''Don't be scared'' Ron said scooting toward me. I kept staring at the floor. Ron lift up my chin and look directly into my eyes. ''Jay I want to make this loud and clear that..... I LOVE YOU.... I can't live without you Jay. The only reason I took drugs was to forget you, your feelings, everything but that didn't help me. Even after drugs I was only and only thinking about you. I am really sorry for all the things I did to you. I should have known before what you have been through and won't have given my reputation that importance. I die to be with you Jay. Please forgive me.'' Ron said. He was now on his knees face in his palms and crying. I stood up and so did he. I hugged him. ''I forgive you Ron'' I said ''But we can't be in a relationship....''

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what? not in a relationship. you probably are going to kill me but some will love me too..... hehe bye