Can I say Family....????

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So the next 2 chapters may contain a bit sexual thingy. I will write it in a different colour. 16+ content LOL . Not exactly but I just wanted to warn you.

~~* Jay's P.O.V *~~

I just frozed at the spot. I was shocked. My dad dead?? Uncle Max looked at me with anger in his eyes. He came to me and slapped me across my face. It hurted. He punched me a few times. ''Hey fag you better keep your mouth shut or Sage and Ron will die just because of you.'' he said. I just nodded. I don't want them to be killed by this fucking bastard. I ran upstairs and locked me inside the room. I grabbed my razor. Oh how much I missed you. I made 5 deep cuts in my arms. I heard sirens outside but I didn't care. I didn't knew how to react. Should I be happy?? Or sad?? I just drifted to unconciousness.

*About 1 week later*

Dad is dead. The police thinks that he was murdered by some theif or burgler. I have kept my mouth shut due to the fear of my uncle. I rarely talk now. My uncle took all the authority of me and Sage and became our legal gaurdian. Since the past week when my dad died I am continuously getting beated by my uncle. He beats me with belt and baseball bat. He cuts and burns my skin. I am fed up of him but I am afraid of him. If he kill my dad he can kill me too. I have started cutting again. The worst part is sage has started drinking a lot. Also he raped me. I am not an innocent anymore. I can never forget the day when he took my virginty.

WARNING_STARTS
*FLASHBACK*
I was crying my eyes out when I heared the door open. Uncle wasn't at home and Ron was at his house so probably it was Sage. ''Get out Sage'' I said sobbing. ''No'' he said walking towards me. He looked drunked a lot. He slowly lifted me up and started kissing me. I pushed him but it was in vain. He literally tore off my clothes as well as his. I was crying and screaming so that someone could come to help me but none came. He pinned my hands and blocked my legs. He started kissing me all over my body. He bite and scratched. I was crying loud. His foul breath and my screamings filled the room. He rolled me over and entered me. ''STOP'' I screamed. ''NEVER'' he yelled and pounded me harder. He raped me in every way possible. I just gave up. My head throbbed I felt disgusted. When he finished he just got up and left leaving me lying on the bed bleeding and crying. Yes Blood was all over me. I just made several cuts on my thighs and arms due to my fucked up life.
*END OF FLASHBACK*
WARNING_ENDS

I shivered with fear. He came to apologize but I didn't talk to him. How can I forgive the one who TOOK MY VIRGINITY. I felt disgusted. How can someone do such a thing to his brother. I knew he was depressed and mistakebly drunked but I fucking don't care. I just wanted to die. But I had Ron with me. I still have a reason to live. Also I have a friend Tisha.

*day of funeral, A day before Jay's Birthday*

Now here I am at the funeral site. My father lied in the coffin pale and lifeless. Tommorow is my birthday (Note the Sarcasm). Uncle Max were standing near the coffin. Sage was standing with his group and Tisha the other side. I was standing far away from the site. I hate death if it doesn't comes to me.  Ron was standing beside me. I was happy that my father died but I stilled loved him. Beside that atleast he didn't beat me like uncle Max. I was crying hard. The people were giving there farewell speech. Suddenly I got dizzy and stumbled. Ron's strong arm grabbed me from back and held me into him. ''Take me home'' I said before drifting to blackness.