Can I say Family....????

REgaIning my TRUST......??

~~* Jay's P.O.V *~~

I was surprised to see that someone was here but I was worried to see Sage and specially OMG Ron here. I started sobbing. What all is happening. Everyone was here.

Ron, Sage, Tisha, Emily, Tabatha, Mia and even Derek. Ron came to shush me but I pushed him back. ''D-don't tou-cch m-me'' I sluttered. ''but....'' he said. ''I-I fu-fuking h-hate yo-ou jus-st l-leave m-me a-lone'' I sluttering yelled. He backed up. ''I am really sorry'' he said. Tears welled up in his eyes as he walked out of the room.

Tisha walked toward me. ''See Jay I am really sorry. I..... I didn't knew what to do. See I am really very very sorry. Please please forgive me'' she came hugging me. I didn't resist. It isn't her fault. '' I forg-give y-you'' I said hugging her back. Tears still pouring out my eyes. I noticed that my voice has become rarely audible. It has become pale and I am happy I won't be heard anymore.

I pulled back to see Sage coming towards me. ''Doctor said you are discharged today so do you wanna come home??'' Sage said slightly unsure of my answer. I just nodded. I don't wanna talk to him but I don't have any other place to go. I don't want to be a burden on Tisha and I have no other friends.

*few hours later*

I got inside Sage's car. All others have bid me a heartfull goodbye and left. Tisha have promised me to come hangout with me later. As for Ron I don't know where he is and I am kindda scared. I used to love him DAMMIT.The car engine roared bringing me back to life. As we took on the road I saw Sage crying. ''Crying can't help now Sage'' I said quietly. ''I am really sorry bro. I didn't knew what was I doing. Derek mixed something up in my drink. I had no intension of doing such things to you'' he said crying really hard now. It was becoming hard for him to control the car, but somehow we reached the house. I never replied whatever he said.

''I love you little bro.'' he said hugging me. I didn't hug back. It would take a long time to trust him. Sage pulled away sadness written on his dull face. He care for me I know that. Dr. Lucas told me that he donated blood for me. I also love him a lot as a brother. But all that he did will take time to heal. We walked to the door in silence. The door was opened. ''I closed the damn door'' I heared Sage murmering. We entered the house hearing some sounds from the kitchen. Suddenly we heared a BANG as we ran to the kitchen. Lying there was drunked and high

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UNCLE MAX

''hey boys I'm back'' he said. ''yes we know'' Sage said annoyed. God can I have a few days of Silence!! I thought walking upstairs. I opened the door of my bedroom and fall on my bed. I saw my old razor and sleeping pills lying on the floor. I was been attracted to them. I piked up the razor cut my wrist 2 times and forced myself to sleep.

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I told you that I will update in a bulk. 2-3 more chapters to come now.