Can I say Family....????

PaIn aNd suFFerinG

~~* Ron's P.O.V *~~

Not in a relationship?? I could feel my already shattered break. ''W-what??'' I stammered. I didn't saw thid coming. ''Yes I don't want to be in a relationship right now'' Jay said with a sad face ''but we can still be friends'' he smiled. Oh how much I missed it. ''I don't know Jay, I will be your friend but spare me if I am unable to hide my feelings of loving you.'' I said. ''Ok'' he whispered. ''and one more thing I would be waiting for you, whenever you want me I would be there'' I said kissing his forehead. He smiled ''I gotta go'' he said and left.

I felt some tingling feeling inside. I am happy that Jay isn't angry with me anymore but sad at the same time. I want him in my arms , want to kiss him , love him but I understand. Few hours later I moved down the stairs to find my sister and Tisha going intense. ''leave the sofa'' I joked and walked out of the house. I sat at my porch since I can't go out with bandages on my body.

I saw a black figure walking towards me. ''Hey babe don't you want some marijuana?'' the figure said seductively. ''Don't say me that moron Rick else I'll kick your ass'' I said ''and no I will not take them anymore and you OUT OF MY LIFE'' I yelled. ''Fine!! But you gonna regret this'' Rick smirked and ran off dissapearing in the darkness. Regret? Let see. I moved inside the house thinking.

~~* Jay's P.O.V *~~

Its really difficult to befriend someone you love. Yes I still love Ron but I want time. How much? I don't know myself. Maybe a day, Maybe a week, Maybe a month, Maybe a year. I pushed all these thoughts aside and walked towards my house. Maybe being friend was a good option. But I saw the hurt in Ron's eyes when I let him down. Leave it now. I saw only one car at the parking lot. Shit Sage isn't home and I am left alone with Uncle Max. I hesitatingly opened the front door and quietly made my way upstair.

''Your home boy'' ''shit'' I mumbled. I turned around and saw Uncle Max. ''Ready for your med?'' he said smirking. ''N-no'' I said. ''How dare you'' he yelled and then a fist connected to my face. I stood there bearing the pain for once. ''yo faggot learned to hanle the pain, let see how much more you can hold'' he said grabbing my collage and throwing me towards the wall. 'shit why did I stood up?' I thought while I collided to the wall. I for sure heard something crack. I tried to stop my tears that were welling up in my eyes. Uncle kicked me several time. ''You are a worthless shit. Your mother left you, your father beats you, your brother raped you, your lover played you, your friend hate you. What else do you think you are a fucking faggot.'' Uncle Max said. Then I lost it. I started bawling. His words tore my already wounded and shattered heart. I never felt so horrible before. I felt worthless. Tears rolled down my eyes. I pleaded him to stop but the kicks and punches kept coming. Making me full of bruises and cuts. After few more beating I felt numb. Not that normal numb but void. Void of feelings. I wasn't feeling anything now. Words my uncle told me were the only thing floating in my brain. The words that were 100% true. After he was fully satisfied of sending me to hospital. He bend down to wisper ''Make any escuse but Sage should not know this, hide this like you used to hide before. If you tell him you gonna regret and you know how. I picked up my body and crawled to my bedroom. I glanced at the corridoor wall 8:00 PM. Thank god its weekend. I text an audio message to Ron 'Come to me soon'. As I moved towards my bed I tripped and fall face first. My head hitting the table and me drifting to blackness......... A never ending blackness??

~~* SAGE P.O.V *~~

Me, Tabatha, Mia and Derek were coming home from a double date. My car puntured so we were just walking. As we reached Ron's house, I saw a guy standing beside the window watching in. As he saw me staring he ran off the opposite direction. I shrugged and went my way.

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well well well seems like Jay's life is still a mess. keep reading and commenting