Love you 'Til Death?

Chapter 24

Recap

I lay down next to him.

“You know you really are a great girlfriend and I don’t deserve you.” he whispered as he snuggled closer to me and passed out.

“Yeah I deserve so much better.”I said quietly.

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“Couldn’t win your losing fight

All the time....”

Chapter 24

Waking up to Coles snoring figure made me internally cringe.

Great.

 Just great.

He had one leg wrapped around my lower body and his arms wrapped around me so that I was pushed against his chest, and couldn’t move.

His breath on my neck.

In any other circumstances I would have found this a turn on, like seriously a gorgeous god-like man snuggled up to my side.

Only if it wasn’t for his breath, that stunk of old booze and tobacco.

Slowly I got his leg off me, trying not to wake him. And then I tried to sneak out his grasp. As I picked up his arm I noticed writing on his forearm.

 Had fun baby, the bathroom trip blew my mind, call me 031-26889527 (A.N. made up number) Becky xoxo

Becky?

Xoxo?

Bathroom trip?

Mind blowing?

How drunk had he been?

My nostrils flared up in anger.

The man whore.

I shoved his arm off me roughly, not carrying if I woke him up.

Mother fucking asshole!!

He stirred a little but otherwise made no attempt to wake up. This made me even angrier.

A sly smile crossed my face. And I put my lips to his ear “Wake up you cheating bastard!”

He immediately shot up, as if the house was on fire, “What the fuck?” he asked, looking around my room.

He seemed to have relaxed when he spotted me, but then it went to confusion.

To say I was furious would be an understatement of the year, I was beyond it. I straddled the confused Cole, making him stare at me in complete and utter shock.

Cheater.

I had put everything into this messed up relationship.

I had put up with everything this jerk had put me through

He had treated me like garbage, he had verbally and physically abused me, and he had isolated me from everyone I had loved. He was nothing but a psycho, a hypocritical cheating bastard. All those times I had gotten abused because I  spoke to him the wrong way, or he thought looked at a guy the wrong way.

Let’s get this straight! I never ever cheated on him, I was loyal. I had taken his crap and thought deserved it.

I slapped him across his face, before he shoved me off him. But it didn’t stop there, I was hysterical and I was punching and kicking him, shouting profanities at him.

All this while he was trying to recover.

“You lying son of a...” and then I was stopped.

He had managed to get me under him, and as I said those words, he slapped me in the face.

I looked at him with so much hate, that I couldn’t believe I loved him.

I couldn’t believe I ever uttered those words to him.

Wasn’t love pure? Wasn’t it pain free? Wasn’t it abuse free?

I couldn’t imagine that a person that loved another person would willingly hurt them. Not even if they had issues.

You just didn’t do it.

How had I accepted this all these months?

How could I have been so stupid?

How could I have been so delusional?

“What are you doing?”He asked coldly, staring at me intently.

Like he was trying to figure something out.

“Get out!”I spat out.

And then he laughed.

“Get the fuck out of my house before I call the cops!”I shouted.

He stopped and looked at me and he must have seen the seriousness in me. Because he scowled.

“You really think it’s that easy?”

I looked up at him, not with love. Love was there even such a thing?

“Get out!” I shouted again, struggling to get out of his grasp.

Instead he got up off me, without moving his hands from my wrist and then he hurled me up. I got hit on my hip on the way up because my side tale was really close to my bed and I hit the corner. I tried not to shout out in pain.

He pulled me up to him.

“You seriously think it’s that easy? Your mine, don’t you get that?” he asked.

“No. It’s over. I was yours, not any more. Now go back to your whores and leave me the fuck alone.”

“Over?” he asked again, his voice venomous, “I don’t think so.”

And then before I could even blink I was shoved against the wall, something that has been done often before he came to punch me.

This time I didn’t stop him. I just took blow after blow like I had done many times before, and every time I received a blow Cole would say, “Your mine”

Until I passed out.

How stupid was I to think I would win?

Ah, next chapter, expect a surprise!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! J