Whirlwind Of Emotions

The End

Im sorry but i can no longer continue doing this, i can no longer write about love for you when its all gone. You will never know this but you helped me in some ways, however i cant continue to write to you when i no longer feel the same way, i can no longer continue to hurt the person i really love by confusing them. However you did help me, and it did mean a lot to me, but i can no longer see you the same way. I dont know what happened but ond morning i just woke up and all the feelings i had for you where gone, they were all replaced by actual feelings for someone else.
I know that you dont just fall out of love or change your mind about someone that quickly, but its taken me months of figuring this out, of thinking if i would tell you or not. All of that while ik the meantime i realized maybe my feelings for you werent as strong as i thought, i realize now they were just a petty crush, and realize now what real lobe is.
If ever you find out about this petty crush know thats its over and i do mean over, over. I know now what actual love is and im happy and so very lucky to have found it, and i will be terribly sad if the time says to say goodbye to this person. Even though you dont know them and wont meet them you both have been an amazing part of mh life.
So this is a chapter of my life coming to its end, we are graduating in a while and i will never see you again, and so you will never know about this. But as i close this chapter a new one starts to unfold, a new year awaits us and we've met new loves along the way. I hope life treats you good and that you enjoy every minute of it because we only get one chance at being happy and being ourselves. Hope you can find happiness and get your life together, have fun and do what you want. Bye.