My Soliloquy Disgruntled With Love

Author of my happiness

Eyes are the windows to the soul they say, I agree and happiness is rooted from the soul so to understand how you have authored your happiness, reflect by closing them and review exactky what u observe...
Close your eyes what do you see? A black hallow empty space right? Well in literal form that may be the case but under what I've come to suppress the unknown of my experiences and accumulated as part of my existence, when I close my eyes, I see myself part of the granted days that I consider to be gods final plan, a great honour to sustain and extract all the lessons ahead of my and the best part, I author my future
When I close my eyes I see through and regain the greatest respect of my mistakes, heartbreaks considering with every inconclusively bad choice made without the knowledge of its outcomes, I gain wisdom and growth through my personal demeanors. You may never fail on the scale I did but some failure in life is inventible. Life isn't controlled doesn't come with a prospectus or manual guide but to my belief it come with the master planner of your life's blueprint the Almighty father which makes it much more easier to gain a life much greater much holy then your ideal life. My life may not had gone according to my plan but in the nick of time my blueprint creator made it better.
When I close my eyes I see myself standing up straight leaving a trail of dust I have removed over and over due to my downfalls, trails and tribulations but the amazing part is that I rise again. Isn't that just enough proof demonstrating just how powerful of a human I am? My happiness is granted just my closing my eyes for a slit second.
I ask again, close your eyes and ask yourself what do I see as proof that I author my own happiness.