My Soliloquy Disgruntled With Love

| fiːl |

Phases in the real-time realm have a feeling of transition that takes place gradually but the changes within each transition are felt instantly

I felt it today

When a piece of reality strikes, and reminds you, your "teen phase" has ended it can be great and bring about serendipitous moments such as your first drink.

But the one I felt wasn't pleasant, it needed some deep breath, some thought, a few "oh wow and aha" moments.

It's a clustered ball till you touch it, it then it's rapidly decluttered and you see what's inside is made for that transition to be felt.

I felt it today

Without preliminary caution, both mature, pre-life origins of my diploid cells that made my existence come to life were never ready for such it may sounds gruesome, but all it is, is Adulting

I felt it today