My Soliloquy Disgruntled With Love

open letter to my cinnamon

U consider my feelings when u feeling guilty

You love me when its convenient 

Selfishly u live brightly

Now u took all of me, i'm an empty vessel tonight

why couldn't you be the infinity that bounds my sadness with your love and concern

is my heartbeat not enough for you to dance around the fire we create

Take a second and ask about my day

Take a minute to just listen to my soul

Take a day to be in sync with me

Take a week to fill my vessel with your laughter

Take a month to be the better half

And please use the years to respect me as I am

Be my rescuer and curve all those with prying eyes

Id tell you all this in person but it would outline my demeanor as detrimental

Let me be foolish and hope you not ignorant, that you see it through my eyes

-your convenient lover