My Soliloquy Disgruntled With Love

subconsciously

 So many goals set today for a tomorrow that may never come
Such faith, subliminally do we know when will die
Im worried cause so far
Im living like i got years left, wasting my months planning, days procrastinating, minutes calculating how many seconds left till i say bye
Bye to the present unfelt
Bye to the future unplanned
Or do I
The past unfixed causes cracks to my foundation
The present unfelt is time wasted which will never return
What about looking forward to a future unplanned