My Soliloquy Disgruntled With Love

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You make me feel like a ray of sunshine even though I'm a recovering dark cloud.

 Love me like I've known this kinda love before. 

You give me the universe when I can't offer you the world. 

You go through pain to make me happy when pain is all I knew. You entered my hard shell with your fragile heart.

 You comfortable around me when I never knew how that felt before. I can't lose you not after all you mean to me. 

I can't hurt you when your happiness is literally the light to my existence. I let you hurt alone when I'm used to being hurt. 

I can't bare the thought of laying a finger on you when your past scars, scare my heart. 

I can't make you drown in your own puddle of tears because of me. 

 I can't push you to lean on someone else's shoulders because I'm to arrogant and self centered to be there with you You my peace love happiness