My eyes flutter open, the sunlight instantly burns my corneas. I shut my eyes and open them again, trying to get used to the light. I glance around the room, but it's kinda hard, since I don't move my head.
I see my mom asleep on a chair, her upper body is laying on my bed and she's holding my hand.
"Mom," I croak, my throat feels like a desert so it's kind of hard to talk. She jumps awake, her eyes wild.
"Sophia, you're awake thank God," She whispers.
"Mom where am I?" I ask hoarsly.
"Shhhh don't talk," She hushes me. She reaches over and grabs a cup of water for me to drink. I gladly accept it.
"Where am I?" I ask after getting a drink.
"You're in the hospital," She whispers. All of the memories come flooding back. The show, Jake and me driving recklessly.
"I'm so sorry, I'm so so sorry," I apologize, desperately.
"Oh no no honey it was not your fault." She assures hugging me. Emma, Ava, Maddie, Zach, Brady and Jason walk through the the door, solemn expressions paint their faces. When they see me they all smile,relieved.
"Thank the Lord you're okay," Emma breathes, throwing her arms around me. Soon everybody has their arms around.
"I love you guys," I say hugging them, a small smile tugging on my lips.
"We love you too," They all say in unison. "How long have I been unconscious?" I ask twiddling my thumbs nervously.
"Only a few days," Jason answers.
"I'm sorry guys what I did was reckless and moronic, I shouldn't have been driving-"
"Don't feel sorry for yourself, you've been through a lot lately, you just wanted to get away. If anybody should be sorry it's us, we knew the pressure you were under yet it was our idea for Jake to sing to you. You are not the one who should be sorry it's us," Maddie explains, while everyone nods along with her.
"Well done and over with now, I'm gonna go see when you can get outta here," Mom says backing out of the room. I nod, turning back to all of my friends; Well not all of them Jake isn't here.
An awkward silence falls between us, I can tell they're trying to avoid talking about Jake. The truth is I want to know how Jake is doing, I want to forgive him because I can't handle being without him any longer. I wonder if he is doing okay.
"So guys how's Jake," I ask with a forced smile, awkwardly chuckling. The all share a tense look, before answering me.
"He's doing fine," Ava answers, but her voice is shakey, which is not normal for her. I brush it off she's probably just a little shook up from the recent events.
"Oh, well that's good," I say not meaning one word. I feel stupid that this would effect him in any way. Ava glares at Jason, making him close his eyes and sigh, deeply.
"He's not fine, he's horrible. He thinks it's all his fault you got in the car crash, and he's not eating. He hasn't even left the house since you've been in the hospital. So no he is not fine." Jason sighs. I nod slowly, looking down at my lap.
"Tell him I said It's not his fault I shouldn't have been driving," I say meekly. They all nod vigorously.
I smile trying to look happy, but in reality I feel like a coward, I tried to run away from my problems instead of facing them. I'm anything, but happy.
A few hours everybody has left and it's just me, mom, and Jason lounging around the room. I figured out that I have 3 broken ribs, a sprained ankle, and a concussion. Also my mom excused me from school for 4 weeks, with fighting from me because I only want it to be 3 weeks, but the doctor says my ribs won't be completely healed by then. Which really sucks. I would rather be anywhere, but sit in this hospital, because the only thing that keeps me busy is thinking and the only thing I can think about is how stupid I was for driving while I was in that mental state. And for missing out on the chance I could have had with Jake, but no I had to be a complete spaz and run away.
This hospital bed is like a rock. And I can never get the pillows in the right place, so that makes falling asleep a lot more difficult than it already is with my constant stream of thoughts.
I'm just about to fall into the pit of sleep when Jason's phone startes ring, making me jump up and lose any feeling of sleep that I had.
He fumbles around his pocket trying to get a grip on the obnoxious phone.
"Hello?" Jason's voice comes out sharp and annoyed. I can't hear what the other person is saying, it comes out muffled and disoriented.
Jason sends a wary glance my way before standing up and walking out of the room the door slamming shut behind him.
This is not edited and it's probably horrible, but here it is I'm sorry it is so freaking bad.😓😓
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My Bad Boy Neighbor [Completed]✔
Teen FictionSophia Rose Andrews is a normal girl. She just moved to a new part of California. She used to live in San Francisco, but she moved to San Diego. A tiny move, but a huge impact. Sophia's 17, a senior in high school. She also has a fraternal twin Jaso...