Ruined (Ricky Horror Fic)

Chapter 22

Sam POV

(Just Another Soul- Farewell My love)

"Why didn't you tell me?" I questioned Ricky as tears began spilling from my eyes. I tried to ignore it for a while but, I needed to talk to him about tour.

"I.. I uhm.." I murmured. I pulled the blanket against my chest tighter, as I stood up. I grabbed my bra and panties and walked to the bathroom. before I closed the bathroom door, I dropped the blanket, and Ricky stared at me. I slammed the door, and put my bra and panties on. I was going to change but, Ricky came up here too fast for me to do anything. I opened the door, and walked to my closet.

"Babe.. I.. I was going to tell you the day we were leaving." He stuttered. I pulled my black tank top over my head. it had cuts on the sides, I then walked to my dressed and pulled out my dark purple ripped skinny jeans.

"Say something..." I heard foot steps behind me, then cold hands touch my hips. I pushed his hands away, and slid on my skinny jeans.

"I don't know what to say to you. I'm so disappointed in you right now Ricky." I put my studded combat boats on and walked towards the door.

"No!" He yelled, and grabbed my wrist, pulling me into his chest. "You aren't leaving this house." The grip on my wrist tightened. I whimpered. I had fresh cuts on there, he was making them hurt. He looked down at my wrist, and pulled his hand away. he went wide eyes. "I made you bleed." He dragged me to the bathroom and I jerked away.

"Stop it Ricky! I'm sick of this game! I'm done with this! I can't stand living here. It's too much for me!" I shouted and ran out of the room. I stumbled down the steps quickly, as my eyes blurred from my tears.

"Someone stop her!!" Ricky screamed from upstairs, and I heard his footsteps following me. I grabbed his keys and rushed out of the door.

"Samantha!" Ghost shouted. I ran to the street, where Ricky's car was parked. I hurried got in and started the car. I looked out the passenger window to see six boys, dressed in black, running towards the car. Ryan being the fastest one, got to the car. I quickly locked the doors. His fists banged on the window. The windows were covered, from the boys trying to get in. They shouted, and banged on the windows and doors. I covered my ears, and screamed at the top of my lungs.

The banging, and telling continued as my breathing picked up and my chest became heavy. 

"Everybody stop!" Ange shouted. The shouted and banging stopped but, I saw black circles fill my eyes. The glass of the drivers window broke, and I didn't even flinch. My head fell onto the steering wheel as the sound of the horn drifted off.

Angelo POV

"Get her on the couch! Chris grab a wet towel!" I shouted as, Ricky carried her into the house and laid her on the couch.

"How could this happen?!" Ryan shouted and ran his hand through his hair.

One minute were all laughing than loud footsteps came down the steps and Ricky shouted to stop Sam. We all ran after her but, she got into Ricky's car. We tried getting her out but, she wouldn't move. she screamed, than passed out. Ghost had to smash the window with a rock. She had a bad panic attack and she passed out.

"This is your fault!" Ryan shouted at Ricky, cutting my thoughts off.

"My fault?!" Ricky shouted back.

"Yeah! If you told her sooner that we were going on a tour she wouldn't be passed out right now!" Ryan swung at Ricky. They started punching each other. I grabbed Ricky, and Ghost grabbed Ryan and we pulled them away from each other.

"Where the fuck is Balz?!" I shouted. He came rushing into the room with a ice pack.

"Everyone needs to clam the fuck down! Us yelling and fighting each other isn't going to help Sam!" Chris shouted and put the wet rag on Sam's wrist and Balz put the ice pack on her head.

After everyone calmed down, we were all fighting the urge not to punch each other in the face. Sam's eyes fluttered open.

"Sam! Oh my god, you're okay!" I pulled her into my chest and she tried pushing me away but, I didn't let go.

"Ange let go!" She pushed against my chest, I finally let go and looked at her. She eyes scanned the room.

Her eyes stopped on Ricky. "Hey.." He mumbled. She shook her head and closed her eyes.

"Why? Why didn't you guys tell me you were going on tour?" She rubbed her head.

"Ricky was going to tell you earlier but, that clearly didn't work out." Ghost answer.

"Shut up." Ricky spat.

Sam turned on her side. I put my hand on her leg and she kicked me.

"Ow!" I shot up out of the couch.

"I don't need your fucking pity. Go away. Don't talk to me. Too many years with you guys. Way too many. I don't have any friends.  You guys have kept me locked away, growing up like this. I hate this." She sobbed.

Ricky POV

I'm letting her cry like this. She at her weakest point.

I get up and walk to her. I sit in Angelo's old spot and grab her. I pulled her into my chest. She punched and kicked but, I didn't let go. I held her tighter. She finally gave up, and sobbed into my chest.

"Please.. Don't g-go" she sobbed harder. Tears pricked my eyes. I can't hold them back. I let one fall, hoping the boys won't say anything about it.

"I'm not. I promise you, I will never leave your side. I gave you that necklace for a reason. It's the key to my everything; you are my everything Sam." I kissed her temple.

After holding her weak body in my arms for an hour, she finally stopped crying, and fell asleep. I picked her up bridal style and carried her to the stares.

"I can't go on tour." I said walking up the stairs.

"We know." I heard Ryan say, as I walked into Sam's room. I closed the door and laid her on the bed. I pulled off her boats, followed by her pants. I threw them ok the floor. I than pulled her shirt over her head, and put my old shirt that she kept In a dresser with a few other of my other clothes, on her. I pulled the covers over her.

I bent down and kissed her cheek. "I love you." I whispered, and laid down next to her.