Ruined (Ricky Horror Fic)

Chapter 14

Balz POV

The beeps of Sam's heart monitor was the only sound in the room, where 6 boys stayed, waiting for her to wake up.

I rested my elbows on my lap, and my head in my hands. "If she dies this is our fault."

"Balz, she's not going to die." Ghost patted my back.

"What if she does? What do we do if she does?" Chris asked.

"We regret everything. Never moving on, reliving our moments with her. I'll stop talking and stay in my room. Chris will sink into the couch all day. Ghost will be completely silent. Angelo will lay on the floor next to Chris on the couch and talk about how much you regret everything. Ryan will sit on the stairs all day while, waiting for his 'sister' to walk to through the door, Balz will play pool by himself. We'll all get drunk daily." Ricky said with his forehead on the edge of Sam's hospital bed, holding her hand. His hair pooled around his face.

She needs to wake up. Please wake up Sam, we need you. The doctor said they were able to flush her stomach in time. He said if  we hadn't stopped her from driving she would have gotten in to a car crash. And the beer that Angelo took away, if she drank that it would have made her stomach worse. She has to be on antidepressants now.

"Fuck. Fuck! Fuck!!" Ricky screamed and hit his head with his fists.

"Ricky stop!" Angelo yelled and grabbed his arms but, Ricky pushed him away and kept hitting his head. Angelo grabbed him and hugged him tightly, he had Ricky's head under his chin and his hands around Ricky. He started sobbing. I sat there in total shock.

Holy shit! Since when does Ricky Olson cry?!

Angelo got Ricky finally calm down, in fact Ricky was asleep and Angelo was still holding him. Everyone was asleep besides me and Angelo.

"I can't believe this is happening" Angelo whispered.

"It's insane." I whispered back. Silence was impossible in the room, the heart monitor kept beeping. And I'm fucking glad. I've known Sam since we were little.

Ricky POV

I woke up with a headache. I slowly pushed Angelo off me, he fell asleep. Everyone was asleep, I sighed and rubbed my head.

"R-Ricky.." That sweet voice filled my ears. I turned my body towards her and her eyes were open and looking at me. I jumped out of my sit and sat on the edge of the bed.

"Hey beautiful" I smiled, and cupped her cheek, my thumb slowly rubbed her skin.

"I'm sorry." she grabbed my hand and leaned in to it.

"It's okay baby, don't be sorry. You're okay." I heard shuffling from behind me, I turned my head to see Angelo waking everyone up, as Chris walked up to the bed on the other side.

"Hey kid." He smiled and grabbed Sam's hand. The other boys surrounded the bed.

"Hey guys." She smiled. They all smiled and replied with 'hey'.

She's okay.

I kissed her lips. Her soft lips that I felt when she was dying.

"Nice. Okay, EW. Don't eat her face out Ricky." Ryan teased. We all laughed.

Sam POV

It's been a few hours since I woke up. Everyone is happy, smiling, and laughing. The hospital room door opened and in walked a man with a clipboard and a nurse next to him.

"Nice to see your up Miss Sam." He had the fakest smiled. Chris chuckled a bit.

"Okay so, since you tried killing yourself we have to ask you a few questions." He clicked his pen.

"Okay." I looked over at Ricky who was laying beside me in the bed.

"These are personal questions." I nodded my head. "Why do you self harm?"

Simple.

"It helps the pain disappear."

"Why did you want to kill yourself?"

Ugh.

"I was getting made fun of."

"About what?"

Everyone in the room chuckled. "Losing my virginity to him." I pointed to Ricky, who was smirking.

"Okay." He wrote everything down.

"How many times have you tried to kill yourself?"

"More than I care to remember.." I was barely above a whisper. Ricky pulled me closed to him.

"We're going to give you antidepressants." He pulled a orange bottle from his pocket. I shook my head quickly. "You have to." He handed it to the nurse who gave it to me. I chucked it across the room.

"I'm not talking something that's going to change me!" Ricky rubbed my side trying to calm me down but, it don't work.

"Samantha you have to take these. You will not get better if you don't. I'm going to have the nurse inject you with some of it so, you can get a feel for it." The heart monitor started beeping fast.

"No! No Ricky! Do something!" I hid in Ricky's chest.

"You can't do this." Chris stated.

"If she doesn't want something, you can't force her to take it." Ricky pulled me closer. The nurse walked over with a needle. The heart monitor is going insane, and my crying my eyes out.

"Ricky make it stop!" I almost screamed. Ricky grabbed the iv and pulled it out of my arm and picked me up bridal style, and walked by Chris who walked in front of us.

"You need to move. She has to take it." The nurse said without emotion. "You also need to put her back on the bed."

"No, were leaving." Angelo got up.

"Ricky don't let her put that in me. She's going to make me act different." I grabbed onto Ricky's shirt. I'm completely scared out of my mind.

"I'm going to get police." The doctor walked out of the room. Ricky sat on a chair with me still in his arms.

The doctor walked back in with police. He pointed at us and they walked towards us. The grabbed me by my arms. "Stop it!" Ricky yelled. "Stop it!!" He screamed as they ripped me from his grip and held me down on the bed.

There's a horrible feeling in my stomach. I'm kicking and screaming but, they won't get off me. The boys are trying to get them off but, they won't move.

A sharp pain was in my arm. I looked at it to see a a needle in my arm. My eyes widen and I screamed bloody murder.

"Stop it you're hurting her!!" Ricky screamed.

"Get off!!" Ryan yelled.

"Fuck stop it!!" Chris yelled.

The police and the nurse slowly backed away. The boys ran up to the bedside. I curled up in a ball and cried.

"You monsters" Devin flipped them off.

"I'll get the release papers" the doctor disappeared.

"Shh baby, I'm so sorry." Ricky stroked my hair. "I'm so sorry." He whispered into my ear, his voice cracking. My sobs took all my strength away and I passed out.