well we've made it this far
its been almost a year until i first met you
and one hell of a year it was
filled with heartbreak, happiness, and just so many emotions
its amazing how one person can change your life in such a short time
god i cant even begin to explain how much i love you
yeah i know you have problems
you have flaws
but i dont care i really dont care
you are everything i want and need
you were my first
possibly my last
but im glad i can call you my first
once i thought i'd never love
i'd never have anyone to call mine
you've changed that
you've helped me so much
you care about me
you love me for me
i have so much love for you my friend
you have so much shit going on in your life rn babe
your mind isnt in the right place
everything is so hard for you rn
but i promise you it'll get better
i'll be with you ride or die until the end, but only you can save yourself
i will be there to help you
i cant save you from all of your pain you've been through but i can help through some of it
i love you so much babe
your mind might tell you otherwise but i truly do love you
if i didnt love you, i wouldnt be with you rn
i wouldnt be stay with you for this long
i love you even when youre hard to love
god, i love you so fucking much
but what if one day, you leave
you leave everything
what would i do? what would i say?
what if it became too much?
i just hope you'll stay strong
because if you're not, how could i be?
if you break this little heart, it'd be an honor.
january 31, 2017
10:10 a.m
