Broken Desires

Misery meets Company

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Chapter 8:

Avery's POV:

I shifted left and right as the aroma of pancakes and bacon danced into my nose. For a minute I had forgot where I was but the memories flooded back into my mind. My head pounded out of my skull as I swiftly turned my feet to jump off the bed.

I walked around the house and came in contact with Harry's broad chest.

"Uh sorry." I mumble and he nodded his head.

"It's okay, um I made breakfast you like pancakes and bacon?" He questioned.

We walked to the kitchen and he made a plate filled with food for the both of us.

"This is way to much food for me." I chuckled but began to take small bites making sure it was good to eat. Surprisingly he can cook. As we ate in harmony I turn around and my coffee spills all over the floor. The cup hits the hard floor with a thud and shatters into pieces.

Harry and I leap for the ground to clean the floor that was now covered with glass pieces and puddles of coffee. "Oh god, I'm so sorry Harry. I'm so clumsy, oh my." I gush and Harry and I gathered glass bits. He turned his arm around and thin yet deep slits covered his wrist.

I gulped as memories flooded my mind, Adrianna used to cut, after she found out she had MS she got really stressed out and started to self harm. Luckily my parents caught her in time and sent her to a therapy otherwise she could have done much worse to herself.

I felt like I was staring at his wrist forever before he noticed and quickly turned his wrist and stood up. "Um Harry, are you okay?" I whispered not trying to make him feel as if he was being attacked. "Yeah why?" He mumbled back at me.

"Nothing I just, um noticed the scars and slits that are on your wrist."

Harry's POV:

Nothing I just, um noticed the scars and slits that are on your wrist.

"Nothing." I say sternly trying to take her attention off of me.The only thought that went that went through my mind was; She's going to tell Liam.

I can't really get out you this there's no way. I shakily breathe in and out and start to walk away. She grabs my arm carefully.

"It's okay, everyone has a story." She says

"There's nothing wrong with me I'm fine." She stepped closer to my and tears started to well in my eyes, she stepped closer again and I could feel her body's warmth and heart beats.

Her thumb came in contact with my face as she wiped my tears away.

"Harry" her voice croaked.

My eyes gazed into her shiny and clouded hazel ones. She looked as if she was going to cry as well, and before I knew it she wrapped around her arms around my body and cried into my bare shoulders.

Her small fingers caressed the crease of my back, and after that I don't know what came over me but tears poured down my face. We stood in the middle of the coffee covered kitchen hugging what seemed like forever. Her body was so small yet comforting. It was weird because I wasn't used to being cared about, even if it was temporary.

I took her hand and pulled her into my bedroom. She sat on the bed while I hurriedly cleaned up the mess in the kitchen. We sat on my bed together bodies intertwined.

"Why?" Her voice whispered.

She didn't have to finish her sentence, because I already knew what she was asking. But the problem was I didn't know how to answer her nor was I planning to anytime soon. I wasn't used to having someone there for me, or want to know about me besides Liam. Oh shit Liam. I had forgot Liam has feelings for Avery! I can't believe I'm in bed cuddling with the girl my best mate might just break it off with his girlfriend for.

I mean it's definitely understandable but I can't believe I'm doing this. I'm a horrible friend. Just as I was about to tell her I was going to take her back to the coffee shop her small plump lips touched mine and a spark flew.

Electric waves jolt through my body as our lips connect. She pulled away and smirked but my lips were already missing hers. My lips made contact with hers again and a deep awkward cough voiced the room. We pulled away and looked over to the door to see Spencer.

Fuck.

Avery immediately sits up and speaks "Did you just--" Spencer cuts Avery off and continues "Every disgusting second of it" I bury my hands in my face.

Liam was gonna murder me,

"Can you give us a minute Spencer?" he simply nods his head and walks out the door. "Harry, look I--" she pauses and then continues "I-I really wanna know your story" I look down at the jagged lines on my wrist.

She could never fix me.

I was shattered.

"I can't stop, I'm not going to stop" I look down at my wrists sliding my thumb over the fresh ones and wincing. "I'm j-just to broken" my voice is emotionless and low. Tears well in Avery's eyes and she embraces me in a hug.

"There nothing wrong with that, I'm broken too," I shook my head and mumbled "I can't even fix myself" a tear escaped from my eye but yet I still sat with a emotionless face.

Just the thought of stopping never was a thought, it was my release. The only thing I could do to let out my anger and rage out,

On myself

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A/N: Kamryn:

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A/N: Kacey

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