Broken Desires

Big Ben & Dreams

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Chapter 2:

Avery's POV

My body trembled as I set my therapist visit as far in to my mind as possible. This was a place I dreaded going. This place where my mind wasn't in control of my body. This place where millions of thoughts, memories, and nightmares haunt my soul.

"She's dead. She's gone. Never to return," I told my therapist, Dr. Lori. She nodded "This is my fault, I should have gone- not her." My hands were shaking tremendously and unless you knew what was going on, you would think I was have a seizure. Tears fell down my face as I slowly paced my long, but well needed breaths. I balled my fist and huffed loudly.

"It's not your fault," is all Dr. Lori had said but it only made my attitude worse. Anger jolted in me as my tears dried away and I stomped out of the room, running down the stairs and out of the three story building. I arrived home and went straight to my room. I cried as I gathered all of my belongings into my suitcase and wheeled it to my door. I had to leave. I couldn't live in this house knowing I killed Adrianna. I broke my old piggy bank and grabbed the money: $539.29. I drew a long breath before I started to write a note.

Dear Mum, Dad, and Mason,

By the time you read this, I will be leaving town. It's not your fault. You are all prefect. It's me. I can't live here having to face the fact that Adrianna is dead, and her soul rests here. My mind tells me I killed her. I can't continue my days living here having that thought in the back of my mind- eating me alive. I'm going to be okay and you guys don't have to worry about me. You taught me well enough. I love you guys so much.

-Avery

Tears fell down my face. I was so tried of thinking. My mind was a mess. All of my thoughts tied together into Adrianna. Everything I thought, breathed and pictured revolved around Adrianna. I've replayed the way she died in my mind so many times. With that thought flooding back to me, I grabbed my duffle bag and threw it over my shoulder. I rushed out of the house, not knowing what lay ahead of me. I walked into my new life. Where ever it was. I've always dreamed of going to a college in London, but I wasn't the only one who wanted to go. Adrianna did too. I closed my eyes tightly, remembering the last few seconds I shared with her. I pushed the thoughts out of my mind.

I remember drawing pictures when I was younger about how I imagined London: bright red double-decker buses, sky high buildings, and tourists enjoying their time. Adrianna had always said she wanted to go see Big Ben with me and take pictures.

"I can picture it already Ave," she holds up my drawing of Big Ben pointing to a spot. "Right there! That's where we're going to take the picture."

I shiver at the memory. The memory and the dreams that I wish would have come true.

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