Chance.

Chapter 6: Progress.

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I just sit and wish I went with him, I mean I don't have to play but I would still have been  with him while he played. Agh I am so stupid.
I have to kill time till he comes, I decide to watch something on YouTube.
Without thinking I type one direction leading me to many of their songs. I play 18, then You and I and it keeps going on, I can't stop it. I have to admit theses boys are really good. I watch there videos diaries and shows and interviews. 2 hours pass and I admit it...I just became a...directioner. They are so adorable and cute and boy they can sing too. So I suppose I am officially a 20 year old directioner. Who cares about the age, I'll be 120 and still like them. Why did this have to happen when they are on hiatus?
I play story of my life for the 10th time maybe. The weird part was the entire time I kept staring at Niall. Yes I live with him so it's understandable. But it felt difference. Every time I looked at him, I wanted him more then the last time.
I go to our room still waiting for Niall. I want to see him right now. I like spending time with him. I look at his guitar and then a small voice in my head says "the only reason you like doing stuff with him is because you like him."
I try moving my annoying thought, but it circles my head. "I am home." I hear Niall's voice I rush downstairs. Oh gosh what's wrong with me? I look at him smiling at me then I tell that annoying voice in my head."You are right I do like him."
His blue eyes look in my brown ones, I give him a weak smile."Hi." I say.
"Hello." He says while he walks to the kitchen."Anything to eat?" He asks."I am starving."
"Yeah." I tell him trying to act cool. Oh clam down Emmy, he'll find out."I made pasta."
He smiles at me, giant butterflies. Like honestly what's wrong with me? I just figured out I like him but it feels like it's been ages.
I watch him eat his pasta."Aren't you going to eat?" He asks me.
"I already ate." I tell him. There is something really really wrong with me. The weird part is that he doesn't notice me starting at him like I am nuts. I know I am over doing it but he's so gorgeous . For the love of god, Emmy you are married to him, like what's the problem? The problem is that even though I am married to him, we are just friends. I am glad that I didn't force my feelings they just came. 30 minutes since I figured this out and I am acting like it's been forever. I really don't know what's happening in my mind. Somehow liking him makes me happy, then there is a bad side to this where I know he won't feel the same way, even though we are married.
"Emma" he says. I get butterflies. Though I don't feel like being called Emma by him or anyone, other then my mother.
"Emmy." I say."It's Emmy."
He gives me a small smile, oh kill me he looks good. Yup...I have officially gone nuts.
"Alright Emmy." He says."You know how I said that maybe you should meet the boys."
What boys? Niall right now you are the only boy I need.
"Boys?" I ask.
"My band members." He adds quickly."What boys are you thinking about?" He crosses his eyes.
I get great butterflies as I look in his beautiful and perfect blue eyes. Nobody...I repeat nobody has given me butterflies like Niall is giving me...especially right after I figure out I like them.
"No boys." I say quickly."I just wondered what boys you were talking about."
He laughs loudly.
A/N: I am the only one who loves his laugh?
He looks at me then says."Don't worry Emmy, I only go for girls."
I wasn't suggesting that you don't. But now that you said girls I feel like stalking you around. Incase someone tries to flirt with you or something. Oh what the hell is wrong with me? What am I even thinking?
"What about your band members?" I ask him feeling awkward.
"Oh yeah." He says, it looks like he was lost somewhere in his thoughts as well. I wonder if I am there in his mind...at all. I wish I am."I gave them a call and they said they'd like to meet you."
Oh my gosh. I just remembered I really like them. Maybe I should get carrots so Louis would think I like them, wait I actually do like them. I know Harry cut his hair, R.I.P his long hair, but he still looks good. And Liam, should I move all the spoons away? Oh my god shut up Emmy, you are married remember?
Besides you just became a fan like couple of hours ago...who cares? New or old it's all the same. I think...oh I wish I payed attention to them before.
"Emmy?" Niall says startling me.
"What?" I ask.
"Where are you lost?" He asks me.
"I'd love to meet them too." I tell him."I was just wondering if Harry's hair is as soft as it looks like."
He laughs his head out then says."Really?"
"Yeah, I mean why wouldn't I?" I ask him.
"I don't know." He says."Do you think my hair is soft?"
Oh my god, the butterflies in the pit of my stomach definitely need to learn how to relax.
"I don't know." I tell him."I never felt them." He pushes his head towards me, I move my hand in his dyed blonde hair...yup they are soft. I like them.
"Yeah they are pretty soft." I say. He moves his head away laughing.
"And don't worry about the lads they know the actual story of the marriage."
"Good." I say.
"My mum called a while ago." He says after a while.
Oh Maura called? I'd like to meet her again. Maybe these thoughts in my mind would lighten up. The ones that keep showing me Niall's face. The ones that give me butterflies, and I just started to like him.
"What did she say?" I ask him. Maura and I both chat now and then but she just asks me how's everything going... nothing about the marriage.
"She said she'll come for a visit tomorrow." He says. Oh my."Along with Greg, Denise and Theo."
Oh baby Theo. I want to see him. I saw couple of his pictures in Niall's mobile. He's such a cutie.
"Great." I say happily."I really want to meet them."
"The boys and by boys I mean my band members and I'll arrange a day soon so you all can meet how's, that?" He says with his fantastic smile.
"Great." I say again.
"You look really happy." He tells me."What happened?"
"Why can't I be happy?" I joke, to which he gently smiles then says."I want you to be nothing but happy."
I like it when he says stuff like that. "Thank you." I tell him.
This has been an incredibly weird day. Story of my day: I just became a directioner and I also grew these incredibly strong feelings for my husband, sad part he thinks that we are just friends, by to my surprise he kissed me on my cheek.