Chance.

Chapter 18: Far far away from you.

Quote of the chapter^. What do you all think is going to happen?

I am not even sure if I even want to live anymore. My world is dead. I want to be dead. He said he doesn't want to see me anymore. My Niall... my life... the only reason I want to live for... the reason I breath for... thinks that I cheated on him... thinks I stabbed him in his back. He's the one who did that to me. He's the one who kissed someone else. Yet still I am ready to forgive him because I love him.
"Emma..." I hear Charlie's voice.
"Emmy." I yell at him."It's Emmy... and I don't want to hear a word you tell me right now or ever."
He takes a step forward and says."Clam down, I was just trying to make you feel better."
"Make me feel better?" I yell."My husband kissed a girl who wasn't me and you think just because you can kiss me it'll all be better?"
"I was just trying to help!" He yells back at me.
"You made things worse." I yell at him."I don't know why Niall would do such a thing but I was going to sort it all out with him... you ruined it all."
"He didn't wanted to be with you." He yells at me."He kissed her Emma, he kissed her!"
"Emmy!" I yell."No one but Niall can call me Emma do you understand?"
"He said he didn't want to see you!" He says.
"I am going to fix this all up." I tell him."I don't care what, I don't give up on love."
"That's exactly what I wanted." Charlie tells me."Now you see how I felt when you were taken from me."
"No I don't." I tell him."I know it's just been a while but I know Niall, and I know that he would never do such a thing."
"But he did." Charlie tells me.
"Then there has to be a reason." I say.
"He likes her." He tells me."That's the reason."
"Charlie!" I yell."When you are in love and you are with the person you love you don't even fancy any one else."
"Niall must have lied about how he feels." He tells me.
"Niall doesn't lie about his feelings if they can hurt someone." I say.
"He did." He yells at me.
"He rather play with paper planes and be called a boy then with girls and be called a man." I tell him, Niall told me that once.
A/N: he actually said something like that once.
"Emma." He starts.
"Stop it Charlie." I yell at him."Enough, you can't call me Emma."
Tears fill my eyes as I say."Only Niall can, I actually thought that I can try to be your friend again but you are just so filled with hate you don't see love anymore, get out of my house."
"Emmy..." he starts.
"I never want to see you again." I yell at him."Go away from you."
"Emmy..." he says again.
"You made me lose my Niall." I yell."Away from me... right now."
He doesn't say another word and leaves closing the door as I feel like vomiting again.
This disgraceful feeling has too go... I am so heartbroken but I know that something else is bugging me too.
I just remembered that I have been eating a lot, feeling extra tired, emotional and I feel nauseous right now. No... this can't be happening right now. Not now... not when I am about to lose the one and only person I truly love. Niall... I need you right now.
I run to the washroom feeling extremely nauseous.
A/N: I really don't like writing stuff like this... it grosses me out... 🤢 but for the sake of who ever likes reading this story I am going to do it.
I quickly grab the test from the cupboard and patiently wait for the result after following the instructions. Please don't... I don't want a baby right now.
But I see that I am wrong... I see the tiny plus form and to my greatest surprise I actually smile. Then I come back to my senses where I remembered that my world is falling apart. I can't have a baby right now. Niall won't even believe me! He saw me kissing a stupid jerk. Worse he doesn't even want to see me.
I just have one solution in my mind right now. I can only think of one person to help me right now. And as much as I hate her I have to go talk to Kristen... I have to hope that she saw Charlie force it on me. I have to hope that she saw that I didn't do anything wrong.  And I hope as being a girl... a woman herself...she'll understand and help me out.

I walk to her apartment... I really could use fresh air right now... I feel awful. I ring her door bell couple of times.
She opens it and says."Emmy... you can't be here."
"Please Kristen I want to talk to you." I beg her."You have to help me."
"Why?" She asks me."Why would I ever help you?"
"Because I think you understand love." I tell her.
"What does that mean?" She asks me still not letting me in.
"Tell me." I say."Have you ever been in love?"
She stays silent for a moment then says."Yes, I have been."
"Then you should help me." I ask her."Because the love of my life is going away from me... and I can never live without him please help me... one misunderstanding can ruin it all."
She stays silent then says."Come in."
"Thank you." I say as I enter.
I sit on the coach and she sits next to me."So how can I help?" She asks me handing me water.
"I need you to tell Niall that I didn't kiss Charlie."
"Emmy." She says."We saw you kissing, you can't expect me to make him forget that."
"But you have to help me." I say.
"I can't." She says."I was there when you kissed him."
"I didn't kiss him." I say."He did and I let go when I found out what was happening."
"Do you have proof?" She asks me. I look up to her as I ask."What?"
"Can you somehow prove that you were forced to kiss him?" She asks me.
"You were supposed to be my proof." I tell her.
"How?" She asks me.
"I hoped that you saw what really happened since you were there..." I start... I really don't feel good right now... my heart beat might stop beating... oh wait it already did when I figured Niall is drifting apart from me.
"Ok let's say it works out." She starts."But Niall still kissed me."
Tears fall out of my eyes."My mother told me you don't find love, it finds you and you never know how, I didn't find Niall, he didn't  find me, we were given a chance for love to come to us, and it did... love found us... there is no way it can leave."
"Emmy." She says."I am sorry, you have to leave."
I slowly stand up."What am I supposed to do about the baby now?" I say out loud, it was a question I was asking myself but she heard me.
"Baby?" She says grabbing my wrist as I turn towards the door."What baby?"

Niall's point of  view:
There has to be an explanation for what happened. My Emmy would never do such a thing. Maybe she was right... there has to be a misunderstanding. And what was that she said about me kissing other girls?
I go back home and look around for her, but she isn't there. My world is falling apart as I look for her over and over again knowing that she isn't there. Maybe she went with Charlie... her things are still here. Emma come back to me... we have to talk about this... I know there has to be some sort of explanation behind this all. I can't lose you. I love you.

I know this chapter was short but I am trying to make the story have at least 20 chapters so I have to end it here, besides it's a good cliffhanger. Any ways thanks for reading, appreciate it... and make sure you keep reading to find out what happens next.💕