My love forever <3 (On Hold)

My love forever <3 7

                 The day was finally here! I was about to be Matthew's wife! I was so anxious I couldn't stop shaking.

My dress was on and my hair was was done as for my make up it was being worked on.

I can't believe in one hour I was soon to be married, and our baby was still growing inside me, healthy as could be!

The only thing that was missing was my brother. All that mattered though was, he was walking me down the isle in my heart and soul.

It hurt to think he couldn't be here, but he was there as with my mom dad and the rest of my family I didn't have.  I knew thought they were watching me from heaven.

"Are you ready sweetie?" Matthews mom said and softly touched my arm.

"Yes so ready." I stood up and looked at myself in the long mirror, I felt so beautiful. I turned to the side and saw my small baby bump that was growing.

I was already 2 months, and my flat belly was already getting a bulge. I was so exited.

"You are so beautiful!" All my brides maids said in a low murmur.

It was time. Colt took my arm to escort me down the isle.

"You my dear, look absolutely amazing!" He gave my arm a light squeeze

All the girls and all the guys went before me, and he cute little flower girl's decorated my white isle with bright red rose petals.

Then the Maranda Wong Wedding entrance music began, which was my Que. It was time to walk to the isle.

"Ready?" Colt whispered as we started to walk down the isle to my soon to be husband.

"So ready." Step by step I got closer to Matthew, my heart began to melt. God he was so handsome.

His eyes met mine he smiled, so did I. My eyes were already watering.

"Who gives this young lady away today?" The preacher asked Colt.

"I do." Colt kissed my cheek, and Matthew took my hand. We both stepped up to the alter, and the beginning of our new life was about to start.

The preacher asked questions in which we answered, and finally the big question was asked.

"I do believe there is some words to be shared between you two?"

It was time for our vows, I hope i can keep it together! Here he goes with his magic words.

"Emmalynn here we are finally getting married. I can't believe this I'm getting married to someone that loves my imperfections, kisses me when i do bad, helps me up when I fall, and loves me unconditionally. I will stand by you no matter what and our baby." He placed one hand on my stomach. "I love you."

I should have went first, this is gonna be hard to get out between my sobs.

"Matthew, my love, my best friend, my rock, my everything, I love you and today is the beginning of something wonderfull. I stand here today in front of all our close friends and our family getting married to my best friend. You have brought so much joy to my life, and all my dreams you have made true. I couldn't be happier. I love you s-so much Matthew."

"Now for the important stuff." The preacher smiled

Matthew looked me in my watering eyes and smiled and pulled my into his embrace. I only felt his eyes on me, with hundreds of people looking he was the only one in this moment.

"Do you Matthew Ryan Conner take Emmalynn Jade Smith to be your wife? Do you promise to love her, comfort her, honor her in sickness and health, remaining faithful to her as long as both of you shall live?"

"I do." Matthew said as a tear rolled down his cheek.

"And do you Emmalynn Jade Smith take Matthew Ryan Conner to be your husband?  Do you promise to love him, comfort him, honor him in sickness and health, remaining faithfull to him as long as both of you shall live?"

"I do." Tears were falling at this point.

Thank you God for waterproof mascara!

"You may now kiss your beautiful bride." The preacher stepped back.

Matthew's lips met mine, and this kiss was the most intimate kiss in my life.

We were married.

"For the first time ladies and gentlemen, and the power vested in me, I now pronounce Mr and Mrs Matthew Conner."

All the people clapped and hooted at us as we walked back down the isle hand in hand, people waited for us outside. We walked down the stairs as people threw flower petals in the air as we walked by them.

We got into the limo together.

"Ahhhh! We are married! Oh my gosh Matthew we are married! I'm your wife!." I kissed his lips.

"You are Mrs.Conner! Welcome to the family." He winked at me.

The limo arrived at our wedding party, We walked into the back room so I could change dresses.

I changed into a Short red silky dress that fit my body great. I put silver sparkly flats on, and met Matthew in the hall way.

"Ladies and gentlemen please help me welcome Mr and Mrs. Conner to the dance floor!"

The curtains came up and me and Matthew walked out hand and hand as everyone clapped.

We walked to the floor and began our "first dance".

We held each other close and danced.

That night was absolutely amazing.

The night was over and me and Matthew were leaving to home. We decided not to go on a honeymoon but to spend our night in our home together.

I Got changed and got into my night clothes. I was worn out and my feet hurt but it's all so worth it!

"Hey beautiful." Matthew came behind me and kissed the back of my neck.

"Hello love." I closed my eyes and leaned back into him.

"How does it feel to me married Mrs.Conner?" He kissed down my neck to my shoulder.

"It feels absolutely amazing Mr.Conner."

We both climbed into bed, and we got cozy pretzled together.

We layed there looking into each others eyes, not saying a word. We didn't have to.

I placed my hand on his cheek, and kissed him softly.

The night continued with our hearts joined and our lives together beginning, and our small unborn child's heart beating. It couldn't be more perfect then this moment.