Giving Up Is Something I Do Often.

Head in the clouds

How come life can’t be a fairytale? My life just brought me to tears and heart break. I found myself sitting in my cauculus class telling myself who is my “Dream Guy” is he out there? Well I would never know anyways. I walk down the hall like nothing is wrong. My friends call out my name. “Isabella!” I don’t respond.

It seems like I blank everything out except my thoughts. When I was exactly in front of my locker about to give up in “love” I get my books and bump into someone.

“Sorry. I didn’t mean it” I said.

When I just look up I see a gorgeous new face. He had shaggy brownish hair, brown eyes, a smile that made me feel like I was in a trance.

“its okay.” He said.

I smiled like nothing was wrong. He put out his hand and said “I’m Justin by the way”

 “I’m Isabella.” I said.

“Sorry for the whole incident. I kind of blancked out for a second.”

“Its fine, you actually didn’t hurt me at all.” He said.

I smiled he chuckled. <Ding!> The bell rang.

“Well I got to go.” I said

“It was nice meeting you”

“yeah you to” he said.

 I walked down the hallway thinking about him. In my next class I couldn’t focus at all of what the teacher was saying but the good part was that I was in history class and I mainly new everything the teacher was going to teach in today’s lesson. <Ding!> The bell rang again. It was lunchtime. My friends caught up with me at lunch.

“hey babe, what is wrong with you today?” Max said. My best guy friend. He usually has these pet names for me. “

Nothing, i’m sorry I was just being my usual dumb self. You know when I blank people out.” I said.

He chuckled and said  “Well are you back down here on earth??” and hit my forehead his is big ass hand.

“Yeah I am.”

I grabbed my lunch and started to go towards the table that me and my friends always sit at. I sat and gave a big sigh. “ahh.” I looked around and everything was the same. Nothing has changed except the fact of that guy named Justin. I looked at my table and saw the exact same people exact same everything. Me at the end of the table feeling lonely. I have Max in front of me, Selena, Enrique, Daniel, Jacob, Rosalina, Jasper, Zac, Camila to my right, Kyle her boyfriend beside her, Kierra, Marshall, Edward, Massie, Katie, and last but not least Andrea. 16 people in total and I feel lonely. Sitting there staring at all the people sitting with me talking to me wondering how come nothing ever changes. Max got up and went to some chips out of the bending machine. I put my head down staring at my lunch. Which has not changed, sandwhich, milk, and an apple. I pick up my head and saw Justin. He was getting his lunch. And was coming towards us. I didn’t know what to do or what to say I was panicking. Then I found that Max was walking behind him.

“hey guys look this is Justin he will be sitting with us” Max said.

“hey” Justin said.

“hey” Everyone said. he sat down right in front of me.

I smiled and he said “ Hi, don’t I know you?”

“yeah we kinda bumped into each other before 4th period.” I said.

“oh yeah”

“ you guys know each other??” Max asked.

“yeah we met before.” I said.

Everybody was asking him questions like where did you come from and why did you get transferred to this school. I just stared at him the whole time and smiled.

<Ding!> the bell rang. I got up and said

“Later guys!”