baby daddy | louis tomlinson

Chapter 13

Louis pov

I arrived at the flat but I was too late. Ambulances were surrounding the building and I watched as Cassie was rushed out of the doors Into an ambulance. "CASSIE"I shouted running to her but the policeman held me back as she was taken away. Later at the hospital I was in the waiting room with zayne,Niall,Harry,talia,and Liam. "What happened" I asked zayne as everyone in the room stared at us. "I blamed Cassie for cheating on me and she couldn't handle it I guess" he said as if he didn't care. "Oh you ignorant Prick how could you just blame here like that" I growled. "I don't know" he replied trying not to look me in the eye. "Your hiding something, I know you and you wouldn't just do that to her" I said. "I'm sorry ok I was jut looking for an easy way out". "You wanted to break up with her"! I asked angrily. Then he looked at me and I knew exactly what had happened. "Your back with Perrie aren't you"!I said grabbing his shirt aggressively. "I just didn't want her to know I had cheated on her that's why I just blamed her and left and I didn't know she was going to try to kill herself exactly" zayn explained. "What do you mean exactly"I asked raged. "I knew about her depression just I didn't know it was that bad ok". "AND YOU RISKED THAT GET OUT OF MY FACE I NEVER WANT TO SEE YOU AGAIN"!!! I screamed and then security came for me and zayne left. "Did you know about this"I asked talia. "Yeah but I didn't know it was that bad either" she whispered slightly Crying. Later we all got to talk to Cassie one at a time as she was stable. "Hey" I said calmly walking in the door. "Hi" Cassie said faintly. She looked dead as she faked a smile at me. "I'm happy that your ok" I said. "Yeah me to" she lied Sitting up. "I'm getting a little bit better I can eat now" she said. "Great" I nodding. Then the doctor came in. "Oh I'm sorry I didn't know you had any visitors" he said. "It's fine" Cassie replied. "Ok we're going to need to go over a few

Things so do you want him in here"?he asked pointing to me. "Yeah it's fine" she said. "So you have to be in here for another 3 weeks before you get the decision to go to a rehab facility or go home. "And let's see here so this is your first attempt" he asked. She looked scared by the question but then nodded yes. "Ok have you been on any anti depressants lately he asked. "I stopped taking them after a few month of them being prescribed" she replied. Why is she ok with me knowing this stuff I asked myself. Oh and you seem to have had a misscarridge about 3 years ago is this correct he said . Then she froze and so did I. "You had a misscarridge" I asked in disbelief. "Oh I'm sorry I assumed he knew". It's fine she gulped out . "I'll go so you can talk about this" he said looking at me then leaving.

Cassie's pov

"Shit" I said to myself as the doctor left the room. "Cassie"... "Don't"! I interrupted him. "What do you mean"? he asked worried. "I mean I just can't talk about this". "But Cassie this is something serious why didn't you tell me" He asked. "Well it isn't just something you casually bring up & I also like to keep it in my past anyways" i said looking down at my stitched and bandaged arms. "But you told me you hadn't had a boyfriend before Zayne" . "Yeah I haven't it was just a stupid night at a party that's all" I said hinting and he didn't think twice about it. "So then why did you consider keeping It" he asked. "Because I got Attached I guess".. I said a tear rolling down my cheek. "There's nothing to worry about ok I'm here or you please never try to kill yourself again" he said wiping away the tear. "I'm nothing special Louis we both know that"I said. "Cassie I didn't pick you over Eleanor so you could die I picked you over her cause I'm in love with you and I don't want to loose you". I started smiling through my tears as he leaned in and then our lips collided and I haven't felt this in such a long time. Love actual true love. Louis is the only boy I've ever kissed and actually felt something real. He pulled away and didn't look happy. "This is wrong" he said feeling instant guilt. "How" I asked nervously. "I killed my girlfriend and now I'm kissing another girl, I love you Cassie I always have but it's too soon and it feels wrong". "Get out" I said. "No Cassie I don't mean it like that you need to understand how"..."GET OUT "I cut him off again. "Cassie no just listen to me I'm jut saying it feels wrong to kiss another girl it's just too soon" he argued. "You leave right now or I pull this out"! I said grabbing my life support. How do I know when I leave you won't pull it out anyways Louis asked scared.

........... "You don't"