Ross Lynch Imagine

Chapter 43

Chapter 43

I quickly get up from the couch and head upstairs. Still having Jilene in my arms. I find Sarah's door from her room wide open. "Ross! Riker! Rocky! Ryland!" I scream. I find them there standing. "What was that?" I ask. I look at them. But they were looking at something else. I look onto the floor. Holy mother of fuck. "Sarah." I whisper. She was on the floor. Blood was everywhere, and she had a gun in her hands. "W-what h-happened!?" I yell. "She committed suicide." Riker says. I tear up. "Why? Did she tell you!?" I say. "No." I look at her. Sarah. She's gone. "Oh my god." I put my hand over my mouth, and cry. I then spot something. An envelope on her bed. I walk forward and get it. "What is it?" Ross asks. "I dont know." I say. I go downstairs quickly, and the boys follow me. I sit down on the couch and place Jilene right next to me. I take a deep breathe and rip the envelope open. I take the letter out.

Dear Beloved Family,

Im sorry. Im sorry for everything. Im sorry for trying to seperate Ross and Valerie. I didnt mean for any of this to happen. I feel like im taking advantage of you guys. You all helped me so much, even when i didnt deserve it. I dont deserve a wonderful family like all of you. I dont even deserve my little Jilene. I love my little one so much. And im happy to call you my family. Valerie, Ross. Im glad i chose you as my Jilene's godparents. You both are wonderful, and you will be wonderful parents one day. Im writing this letter to say goodbye. Ive made horrible mistakes in my life, that made me think i dont even deserve to live. I want all of you to take care. Especially my little Jilene. I want her to feel like she belongs with you guys. I want her to feel loved. I would like Valerie and Ross to treat her as their own little girl. Please, take care of my little Princess. - Sarah.