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chapter twelve

Sorry for not uploading so much! But i'm back. I worked extra hard on this part and it took some time so i hope you like it.

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June Winter

This week went by so fast, and it had all been a bit the same. Class after class, just the usual. The only thing that had been different was the friendship me and Harry are building up. It surprises me that it's going so good, I'm the worst at building up friendships they never last long. But this time it's different, I know it. Harry is different than everyone I ever tried to be friends with. It's like he is actualy liking me. Not 'i like you' like but as friends, you know. He's genially nice to me, and he's trying to make me laugh. He always asks me how I'm doing and he is always trying to make time for me, unlike everyone else. And I'm happy about that, I'm happy that there are people walking around on this earth that care about others, I'm happy that he kinda is changing me in a good way. I'm happy that he's my friend.

Harry had been driving me home everyday after school, even if he had to wait an hour since we don't have all classes together. I told him that he was crazy for doing that but he laughed and said he didn't mind. I still think he's an idiot.

Now it's saturday and also my second day of work. I'm not as nervous as last week but the nerves are still here. Also, I am not looking forward to see Alan again. What will he say? will he even be there? I probably shouldn't worry that much, I'll be fine.

"Hello!" Lizzy greets me as I step into the little restaurant. I smile at her enthusiasm and walk to the closet to hang up my coat. "Ready for today" she asks when I return from the back of the restaurant.

"I am" I say smiling. "I hope it will go better than last week" I laugh, reminding myself of my stupid and awkward faults last week.

She laughs with me and we bring back some memories from last saturday.

"Ladies" we look up from our laughter and we see Alan standing in the door post. Oh..

"Hi Alan, how are you babe" Liz asks him politely. I only try to smile, which fails because it doesn't even look a bit like a smile. He shoots a glare at me and looks back at lizzy. okay he is not pleased.

The next hours pass slowly, with only a few costumers that walk in to have diner. I stare at the clock that hangs on the wall every five minutes, which Alan noticed.

"Bored?" he asks in a harsh tone. I look up to him standing in front of me.

"Tired. Just want to go home" I say in the same cold tone. if he can do it, I can do it ten times better.

he only lets out an, kind of evil, laugh.

"Get used to it" He winks and walks away. What the hell. He's being so different than last week. Almost mean. Only because I didn't want to kiss him? grow up.

When the clock strikes ten I rush out of the restaurant, I'm done for today.

"Why so fast" A voice says behind me, and someone gripping my arm. I quickly turn around to see Alan staring at me with dark eyes.

"What do you want" I ask him harsh, pulling my arm away.

He let's his head fall back with this evil laugh of him.

"Did you think I'd just let you go away with what you did last week" now it's my time to laugh.

"Are you treathing me Alan" I still say laughing. does he think he's scaring me with his stupid words.

"What's so funny June, do you think it's a joke?" he tries to grip my arm again but I jump back.

"I do yeah, I actually do. you're being pathetic. you try to scare me with your idiotic words because i didn't want to kiss you that night. you know how stupid you sound right?" I raise my voice a bit so he knows I'm not scared.

"I don't like people who reject me. you know what I did with the las person that rejected me June? I beat her into the hospital" He steps closer to me and lowers his voice. "She almost didn't survive it, that bitch"

He can't be serious, he is sick.

"You're fucking sick"

He clenches his jaw and connects his fist with my jaw which causes me to fall onto the hard cold ground. okay this is it. I stand back up and ball my fists. I promised myself to never hit anyone ever again but I won't let this happen. Anger grows me and Adrenaline is rushing through my veins.

"You psycho, are you crazy?!" I yell at him and push him away. I hit my fist into his stomach, which makes him fall on his knees.

"Fuck you June, I'm gonna fucking kill you" before He can stand up I hit his face a few times before running away fast. I look back just once to see Alan laying on the ground. good for him. I know i shouln't beat him that hard, but I couldn't let him hit me. it was self defense, that isn't that bad is it?

When I arrive at the bus stop I call Harry. I need to talk to someone to calm me down.

"June?" Harry asks concerned, probably wondering why I would call him this late.

"Harry can I come to your place now please"

"Sure you can, where are you now?"

"Fourty minutes away, sorry for bothering you with this but I just need someone to talk to" I never asked this to someone, what is wrong with me?

"Okay see you soon!" I hang up and sigh. glad he didn't ask what was wrong already. I'd only be rude to him if he did. as I step on the bus I decided to text my mom.

Might be home late, staying at a friends house

She never really reads her texts, but at least she can't complain that I didn't tell her where I was now.

I lean my head on the window, staring outside to all the lights. thinking about how I'll tell Harry what happened. Will he think I'm crazy? Will he laugh? Will he be mad? .. Let's just hope for the best.