Mr. Personal Trainer (#The2017 Awards)

Our Little Secret!!

Dedicated to My Angel  Abha 😘

"O......Ooops!!!!" Arjun was the first to respond. He had thought it was his mistake. Within a second, he shut his door.

It was all very hilarious and embarrassing. He opened and then shut the door as if in a comic movie sequence, while I stood there doing nothing ....not even hiding myself...

When I realized that I was still standing there, probably looking like a fool, I quickly shut my door as well.

I wasn't sure who between us was more embarrassed

Outside, Sam had got back " Are you still in there?" she asked

" Give me a minute..." I said as softly as possible so that Arjun wouldn't overhear me...

" Oh Ho!! What is taking you so long?? Anyway, I want to try a few of them too...so let me get my size..." she said and left..

I now understood that I had mistaken Arjun to be Sam. Shit!! I cursed myself...Remembering what had just happened made me cover my face with my hands with shame....

It took me while to feel better..i I slid my hands down slowly to look shyly into the mirror in front of me. I could feel myself blush.

He saw me...Arjun saw me...Like this!!

What followed in the next few moments was something I had never experienced before...the very moment of embarrassment some time ago, made a way for hidden longing...it was strange experienced and I may not able to explain it fully...

It sometimes happens that you are so moved by an unexpected incident that you react differently than you should. It leads you to an unknown emotional territory where you feel good about the fact that it happened....even though it was only by chance...

The thought tickled me... I took a good look at my body, focusing on my curves. There was a shine in my eyes.. I felt an excitement as if I was a part of some adventure...And even though whatever happened was just a mere coincidence, there was a sinful satisfaction to it...

My mind was racing and I was hyper aware of Arjun's presence in the changing room in front of me....

Did he find me attractive?? Did he want to see me again?? Maybe, secretly ?? Right now, in this instant , is he too, just like me, leaning against the door and thinking about this incident ? what's going on in his mind??

As I thought all that I also recalled how he had reacted at that time...he got embarrassed he had shut his door quickly..so is he regretting his reaction??

I guess I knew a few answers. There was something different and special between Arjun and me. That was for sure. He wouldn't have reacted in this way if it had been with other women he trained..he would not have shut the door had it been Sam in my place...But there was hesitation between the two of us that made things special in their own way....this sense that certain boundaries .

And yet at times, with the double meaning words and glances, we tested these boundaries...Constant debate between my mind and heart ..where the good girl within me, the traditional expectations of me, always won..

But with time, the long suppressed heart began to rebel...it wanted to claim its freedom..and each passing day, it wanted to take charge of things..Things that mind had lebelled as sin, were now appearing tempting...

In the mirror, I stared at myself...I saw my well shaped figure...My curves....i ran my hand over my flat stomach...I saw tiny moist cave of my naval...I wanted to feel Arjun's touch on myself...did I appeared sexy and desirable to him??/