November 12th, 2016
I'm not sure. I think that peace has finally found me. Am I truly happy? I don't know. Has my Cancer been cured by all the Pain I've endured? I don't know. Was the self-harm just a game? Done for attention? Done in shame? I think I know.
I no longer yearn for love. I will wait. You'll learn to leave it all up to fate. I never thought that these friends would care, but I'm still here. Was it love or realization? I know.
Are we all fake or are we real? Do I simply want to feel? I don't know. I must force the dark thoughts away if I'm to live another day. Will you please break my heart? Will you please tear me apart? Please! I'll need you. Don't leave me just yet, or did you forget? I think so. Tell them to leave me be... I'm not crazy. What you've done will not the forgiven. I do not trust you. I do not need you. You don't know. I mustn't speak my truths. You are selfish. I think I know. I'm sick of them and their lies, but I'm so sure of one thing. We will not die. This is me.
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Reaper's Plague
PuisiSince August 26th of 2015, I've been writing poetry. I was inspired by the song "One Reason" by Fade to write, and now I'm ready to publish. Follow me if you enjoy my poems, it'll let me know that you're reading them, I guess. WARNING: Poetry may be...
