Human (Toothless x Hiccup/httyd)

Chapter 4

Author note: Hey guys, sorry it's taken so long for me to update but I was debating whether I wanted to continue this story or not. I've decided to continue and chapter 5 is on its way. Thanks everyone for reading!

Hiccups pov

"T-Toothless what are you doing?" I ask as Toothless hugs me from behind. Toothless presses his body against mine and my cheeks fill with red.

"I wasn't planning on doing anything to you but how am I supposed to hold back when you are being so damn cute?" Toothless says as he nuzzles his face in my neck. I can feel his hot breath against my neck and it makes my entire body feel hot.

"What are you talking abou-ngh," I stop as I feel something wet slide up the side of my neck. I shudder and let out a small moan of surprise as a electric shock ran through my body. I immediately cover my mouth with my hand and try to move out of Toothless's grasp.

I can't believe I made the noise that just came out of my mouth. This is so weird. What the heck is toothless thinking? When he was a dragon he used to lick me a lot. Does he just not know that humans don't go around licking each other? I shouldn't be reacting like this to Toothless's innocent action.

Toothless's pov
(This is right after Hiccup got done buttoning Toothless's clothes and Hiccup is facing Toothless but hasn't made eye contact yet.)

How can a person so cute exist on this planet? I want to touch him, kiss him, ravish him. I can imagine myself running my hands over every inch of his naked body then kissing every place I touched. Of course I want to touch him physically and do all kinds of things to him but even more, I want him to love me.

I want us to be lovers and do things that lovers would do. I've imagined it so many times. Waking up to him and staring into his emerald green eyes while running my hand through his fluffy brown hair. Cuddling for hours in the dark, not thinking about anyone except each other.

A weight is pressed on my heart as I think about how I will never be able to do the things I want to do with Hiccup. Even though this is true, my situation isn't as grim as it could be. I finally have human hands and a human body that I can use to touch him. I thought about that fact for a second. I can actually touch him whenever I want now.

Sure, I can't touch him like a lover but at least I can touch him through day to day contact. Even though to others it isn't that big of a deal, to me it's completely unbelievable. I am a human. I could actually touch Hiccup. When I was a dragon, of course I could touch him but it's comepletly different. The feeling of my dragon skin touching hiccup is incomparable. The difference is unexplainable. That thought made me super excited.

The same giddy feeling you would get as a kid when your mom told you that you're going to Disney Land or you just got a new game and you can't wait to play it. At the same time though, nothing has really changed. Just because I've turned into a human, doesn't mean that me and Hiccup are any closer.

Mentally and physically. It's not like we are better friends or our relationship has gotten any deeper and these facts aren't going to change. Nothing has changed and nothing is going to change. I'm like an animal in a zoo and Hiccup is just a visitor. We could be just a couple feet away but I still can't reach my hand out and touch him. All I can feel is the cold glass that separates my enclosure from his world.

The only thing I can do is sit in my cage of loneliness and watch from afar as Hiccup goes throughout his life, not needing or even thinking about me. I have a human body now and, don't get me wrong, I'm so happy that I have it, but nothing about our relationship has changed and nothing is going to and It's torturous. Completely and ultimately torturous.

As a dragon, even if I wanted to, I couldn't touch Hiccup in a way he didn't like. I just didn't have a body that was capable. But now, I could rape Hiccup if I wanted to. Of course I would never do that, but it's possible now. The only big thing that's changed since I became a human is the temptations.

Just looking at Hiccup makes it so hard to hold back. I just want to grab him and start making out with him. I'm the one who asked for this but it's always going to be a lose lose situation. If I'm a dragon, I can't touch him very much but that also means I'm not tempted to. If I'm human, I can touch him, but if I do that then I'll want to bend him over the bed and fuck him until he screams for mercy.

I always had that urge as a dragon but as a human I want to do it so much more. My body is telling me to just do it. It's telling me to forget about all the consequences and everything that could go wrong, and I almost do it too, until my brain kicks in and I imagine Hiccup throwing me out into the street because he doesn't feel safe around me anymore. Is this what humans have to deal with all the time? It sucks.