Chapter 5

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Toothless's pov
I look at Hiccup in front of me. I've been staring at Hiccup the entire time that he has been buttoning my clothes. Well, of course I would. I wouldn't look away for one second and miss any of his adorable face turning red as he fumbled trying to buttoned up my clothes. He's probably just self conscious of being so close to another person.

I knew it didn't really mean anything but it was still cute as hell. When he was done, there were a few moments of silence before he lifted his head to look at me. When we made eye contact his face turned into a ripe tomato and he immediately turned around.

Ok, I'm not going to lie, I almost lost my shit when he did this. I am honestly surprised that I didn't rip his clothes off his body right there and then but somehow, I was able to control myself so I just look at Hiccup who had just turned away from me to hide his embarrassment. Even his ears and neck were red. He is so adorable.

I found myself subconsciously getting closer to him. It was like he had a rope around me and every second I stared at him he would pull me in closer. As the distance between us decreases, I feel my heartbeat increase. I am inches from touching him and I just can't hold myself back any longer and I hug Hiccup from behind. It's just a hug. He won't think anything special of it. It's fine to just hug him as a friend.

"Toothless what are you doing?" Hiccup asks as I hug him. I feel him flinch when my hands wrap around his chest. So cute....

"I wasn't planning on doing anything to you but how am I supposed to hold back when you are being so damn cute?" I say as I burry my face in his neck and close my eyes. Thus isn't good. This is going way past a normal friendly hug. I press my lips against his neck. I had never felt anything so soft in my life. Human skin is probably more sensitive than dragon skin. I wanted to feel his soft skin be pressed againt mine. I wanted it so badly. I imagine us hugging, naked, in bed. Us both just lying in drifting off to sleep while being pressed against one another. I start to zone out as I daydream about me and Hiccup. I've had multiple daydreams about it but this daydream is different because I'm currently hugging the other person in my daydream. I start to think about what my tounge on Hiccup would feel like. Would it feel the same as when I was a dragon? Probably not. I want to know. I really want to know. I open my eyes and look at Hiccups neck. It's right there... so close.

"What are you talking abou-ngh," Hiccup started to say but stopped as I slid my tongue across his neck. Oh god this is going way way past a normal hug. I completely did this on impulse and didn't even realize what I was doing until my tongue was on Hiccup. Oh my god! What am I doing? What's wrong with me?

I thought I'd die before ever being able to do something like this. It blows my mind that this is happening right now. My brain just frickin' exploded. Like into a million pieces. There is like probably chucks of it on the wall over there. My human tongue just licked Hiccup.

It's kind of funny how almost every night, as I was trying to fall asleep, I would think about what it would be like if I woke up as a human. I have played the scenario so many times in my head. Some of them were realistic and others were just complete fantasys. Even though I knew this would never happen, I told myself that if I were to wake up as a human I wouldn't be able to do anything to him.

I wouldn't be able to hold him, to kiss him, or to do anything else I wanted so desperately to do to him. I had planned on never doing anything to him or letting him find out about my feelings for him. I planned to just live our lives the same as before but as a human. But here I am, I've been human for less than an hour and I've already slapped him in the face with my dick and practically molested him.

Oh no. What if Hiccup gets angry with me? What if he is scared of me? What if he is completely grossed out by me? What if he doesn't want to be around me anymore? Hiccup is always so nice to me. He's never said anything super hurtful or any of the sort. If he was to so much as to call me gross, it would crush me. Just imagining it brings pain to my chest.

If he feels uncomfortable being around me, he could easily kick me out and make me live on the street. He could say he doesn't want to be around someone like me and that I'm abnormal. What if he tells the village that I'm a intruder and that I took Toothless. What if they burn me at the stake because they think I took Toothless.

Wait, wait, wait, Toothless calm the fuck down, I think as I try to bring myself back to reality. Hiccup would never do any of that. I need to stop letting my imagination run wild. Although it's true that he won't go to that extreme, it's possible that he does think I'm gross and doesn't want to be near me anymore. I didn't want that. I didn't even want to think about it. I can't imagine a life without Hiccup.

Well, I can imagine a life. A life where I can never see Hiccup again. A life where I'll never be able to hear his voice, feel his touch, or see his face. A life that Hiccup isn't in where I'll never be able to see his smile as he looks up at me. I imagine this but I can't tell if I'm imagining a life without Hiccup, or hell.

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