The Reason Why I Backed Off

Blasted from the Past

A/N

I DON'T GOT A CHANCE OT CHECK OVER FOR GRAMMAR'S BUT IN THE MORNING I WILL. SO, SORRY. I HOPE YOU LIKE IT AND ITS A PAGE LONGER FROM BEFORE SO YET. READ UP!! THANKS FOR READING!!!

I knew my heart stopped beating for a second when, she said that my ex best-friend and boyfriend, passed away. I shook out of her hold and said with tears running down my cheeks

"Oh My Gawd, it wasn't the car accident near our house was it?"

She nodded her head while biting her lips. I shook my head and said

"No, mom..."

She said softly

"It's okay, Scarlett."

I couldn't stop shaking me in in shockness...Not being that my old friends has passed away...I ran out of the house, I can hear my name being called I don't care at the moment. I drove away, I quickly as I can. I drove to the site to see nothing seem to move out of place beside the ER trucks leaving. I jumped out of my car not caring if I left it on or my car door wide open. I ran to the site even closer but the police officer grabbed me and said

"You can't go there ms."

I can feel the tears staining my cheeks, I yelled 

"That was my boyfriend, Evan and my best friend, Daisy. Oh, Gawd why did you do this to them? Oh, gawd."

I was more than upset...I have a ting of regret on me. The police officer said while trying to get me to look at him

"Hey, calm down...Their in the hands of professional's they's help them the best they can."

I shook my head and said while escaping his hold

"Stop feeding me lies...J-j-just look at the car. It's totaled and your telling me that you are alive. That's bull shit..."

I ran back to my car and I went to the ER. I don't know why I'm so caring over them when they hurt me but, they were close to me at one point in my life time. I was such in a rush and I was so upset that I ran into someone while dashing into the Emergency station of the hospital. I said while stiffing softly 

"I'm sorry."

I looked up to meet the grey eyes with sorrow written in them. Carter said while pulling me to him

"I'm sorry, Scarlett."

Right there, I busted out into tears. I wrapped my arms around his waist crying onto his chest. He wrapped his strong arms around my waist holding me tightly. I don't care if people were looking at me. I don't care that half of the basketball team was here watching this seen. I don't care that my parents found me and started to try it. But I did care that the fact that they just passed away and I'm here angry at them for what they did. 

It still haunts me day and night. Still on sight and I know it just aren't right.

~The Viewing...Friday~

It was a very sad viewing. I was honestly afraid to go see them...Yes, both of the parent's came to the collusion to bury them both on the same day. Different days but, both together at the same time. I was still hurt by the betray of both of my friends but, seeing them died and going to be buried hurts even worst. 

A day I started to regret...

I turned my head when, Ginger grabbed my hand to go and see our friends that just passed away. I can feel the tears crawling down to my cheeks even more...I kind of regret arguing with Evan but, he needed to be told. Those last words I said to him was cruel and that's all what he problemly was think while he was driving. 'You hurt me, Evan.'