The Reason Why I Backed Off

To Be Left Alone

I walked back to class after, hiding for 10 minutes. Like the crazy old person he is...He kept checking every single time. I hurried my butt up to class and I gave the teacher my excuse, she of course glared at me. I just flipped my hair over my shoulder and I walked over to my desk next to Ginger. She was smiling and she gave me a note, I unfold the note to see it saying in neat hand writing 

"How far did you get?"

I shook my head and I can feel a blush crawling up to my cheeks, I quickly wrote down 

"Just introducing is all...Nothing yet."

She rolled her eyes and wrote down with a pouty face

"What did you do? It took you more than an 30 minutes. I want deal tells."

I shook my head and wrote down

"Its classified writing completely over, I'm not telling."

She frowned once, she got the note back. I sighed and placed my elbow on the desk and placed my cheek on my palm while watching half of the lesson continue. I noticed that Carter was sitting next to...My ex-boyfriend, Evan Johnson. I bit my lips went both of the males looked at me, I turned my gaze away from them to the blank paper infront of me. I don't want nothing to do with Evan. 

I mean...I'm the player not the one to be played. I don't like that at all. He cheated on me with my ex-bestfriend from pre-k. I thought we were best friends for life. Just I guess I was wrong then and I was wrong now. I remember it like it was yesterday but, yet again...it was just 2 weeks ago.

{Hallways}

I was leaning against my locker while he was pecking my lips softly like he always did. I wanted a little bit more so I slided my hand to his neck and sneaking up the way to his hair. He soon dropped his book and had me pinned to the lockers. I just smiled into the kiss and I can feel he was too. I know he was enjoy this little makeout session...I mean who wouldn't right?! Your making out with the star athlete at your school would was hot and like a gentlemen, right?! But, boy was I wrong.

Soon, his hands sneak its way to my waist and I pulled myself closer to him. I aloud for it to happen. He pulled away from the kiss and said while brushing a strayed of my hair behind my ear

"So, you coming to the game tonight?"

I nodded my head and said softly

"Of course, I'm coming, Evan. I'm your girlfriend we have to support each other."

He nodded his head and kissed my cheek, I smiled at him and pulled my hands from him, I gently rested my hands on his shoulders. I leaned up and kissed his lips sweetly once more before going into my locker. He said while has hands on my hips

"Alright, make sure you cheer for me, okay."

I turned my head and said

"Of course, baby."

He leaned down and pecked my lips a couple of times and he said while walking away with a winning smile

"I'll see you later, okay."

I nodded my head and flashed my smile to him, watching him disappear behind the corner. He was so handsome and popular with everyone. He has chestnut brown and a short hair cut. He was tall and  of course, he had muscles. I mean the guy has a 6 pack. I seen it myself and it was a wondrous sight I tell you. He wasn't tanned or anything like that...He had fair skin. He is also caring too. 

I mean whenever I'm upset, he'll know just what to cheer me up and the great part is that he is my lasted relationship. Yup, I'm proud to say that we have been together for more than 8 months and 15 days. I think he finally was the one to change my ways of playing with guys feelings and not using them as a pawn in my game. I know shameful right but, its only one to screw it up for you and make you the way you are. Just One.