Chapter Four: Clouded Thoughts

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Things had been going well for the duo, Aja and Kyrie, though, they still had been consumed by negative thoughts. They'd made attempts to speak were always interrupted by phone calls or the kids, which made them wonder if they were ever going to address their issues with each other.

Kyrie took a personal day to gather his thoughts before going off to host a charity event this weekend. He looked out from his office window with his phone in hand staring at Aja while she played with the kids and Zeek in the back yard.

Everything I do is for you and my kids, I couldn't possibly imagine living my life without you but there is something that you're hiding behind that beautiful smile, and baby those eyes always seem to lie, when you look into mine.

There countless of times, where I question if you've slept with James. Though we've established you haven't from our past altercation but can you blame me for hating when another man touches you in a manner that I desire to every waking moment I lay eyes upon you? Even if it's to brush the hair from your face or adjusting the clothes on your perfect body.

I envy him because he makes you laugh repeatedly, creating that recent frown into something magical. It makes me wonder, what went wrong between us or what happened to me that someone else could be taking my place. Kyrie began twisting his wedding band with the pad of his thumb in deep thought.

"You know there is no need to stare when she's already yours," Joanne spoke making him smile lightly. "I hope you're not plotting to make another baby, Aja has plans you know and a baby would-"

"Momma, aren't you supposed to be resting?" He sighed looking over his shoulder. "You know Dr. Curtis will be upset-" Joanne cut him off.

"That child is your age and she told that's it's great if I'm active. Stop trying to go off topic every time I mention anything about Aja." Kyrie smacked his lips. "It's not my fault you both don't know how to work things out...but like you said the other day, y'all good," Joanne said before walking out of the office.

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Kendall rested his head on Aja's chest while watching his favorite cartoon and playing with one of Sasha's puffs. Sasha began to dose off as Kyrie walked into the room with his towel around his neck.

"Daddy," Kendall whispered.

"Kendall," Kyrie whispered back hanging his towel up.

Kendall jumped out of the bed and ran over to him. He grabbed onto Kyrie's leg making him chuckle.

"What's up little man? You didn't have enough play time  with mommy today?" Kyrie asked picking Kendall up.

"Yes, but I wanted to hangout with you today. When I tried to go in your thinking room, Nana said I'm not allowed in there." Kendall said.

"I'm sorry buddy, daddy had to get some work done but how about we hangout downstairs for a little while." Kyrie looked at Aja asking for permission with his eyes.

"Can I stay up momma?" Kendall asked in a hushed tone.

"Yes for a few minutes until bedtime," Aja said as Sasha snored lightly.

Kendall nodded quickly. "Okay, go get your blanket and I'll meet you in the theater." He placed Kendall on his feet and watched his hair tossed as he ran to his room.

"Thanks."

"No problem." Aja nodded and turned her attention back to the television screen.

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The next morning Aja woke to an empty house and a note from both Kyrie and his mother, which stated that the kids would be with his mom for the weekend. He wrote that he'd be back in town after the charity event.

"He didn't even think to invite his wife." Aja balled up the note discarding it in the nearby garbage can. She slammed the bathroom door angrily and turned on the shower.

After spending time washing her stress away, Aja wiped the foggy bathroom mirror and loosened the towel around her body. She sighed standing in front of the mirror examining herself. The mark still remained for the incident with Cam. She thought back to their first wedding anniversary when Kyrie reacted from the sight of it.

*Flashback*

Straddling him with just a pair of heels on, Aja ripped off Kyrie's dress shirt and devoured his lips. The taste seemed so familiar with every motion of his tongue colliding onto hers. His hands caressed her scalp while Aja slipped her hand into his boxer briefs. 

Kyrie groaned against her lips feeling the warmth of her love inching down on his shaft. The look on his face made her smile and take all of him. Her eyes rolled back and so did her back.

"Aww fuck." Aja hissed holding onto his shoulders.

Kyrie held her waist with one hand and used the other to place her bosom into his mouth. She gasped turning as he smacked her ass making her ride faster.

"Fuck." Kyrie groaned against her chest before holding onto her waist tightly. Her hair fell off of her shoulders allowing the reflection of the light above them beam down on their bodies.

As he kissed the marks on her shoulders, Kyrie felt Aja tightening around his tool. He knew there was no way he could hold back the urge to burst. An exchange of curse words and cries from the skin slapping experience made him burst within a matter of minutes. Aja smiled weakly placing her head against his.

"Damn babe. I think you broke him." Kyrie panted making her laugh.

"Yeah," Aja said standing up with wobbly legs. "Let me see for myself." She took him into her hands and massaged his member.

"Nah babe," Kyrie grinned pulling her up. "Let's just talk."

Aja looked at him sideways placing his member back into his boxers. "I'm trying to pleasure you and you want to talk? Kyrie are you feeling okay?" Aja asked concerned.

"Yes, I'm feeling great. Now, come sit. We have been happily married for a year now and I'm pretty sure that everytime you look in the mirror you look at these scars, probably thinking something crazy like I'll leave you because of what Cam's bitch ass did... I want you to know that I won't leave no matter what happens. No one and nothing will come between us."

"No one and nothing ever will." Aja looked at him with the sincerest expression upon her face.

*End of flashback*

Aja ran her hands through her hair and looked into the mirror.

"But will he be willing to stay if he finds out my secrets," Aja said to herself.

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