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Be strong jazz.

Jazz: he's going to be okay mark mother said to me. I gave her a weak smile I wanted to believe her. My head hurted and my hurt was so weak I cried all night. I wasn't in shock at all about Marcus I can't lie and say I was because the first moment I lay eyes on him I knew he was mark son I just didn't want to believe it. It was before my time I couldn't get mad about that I'm just mad at the fact he hidden it from me. Why didn't he tell me about his son I was getting mad even thinking about it. Everything was happening at once I got the most good and bad news and one day. It was hard to deal with. Babe u got to be strong I know u can mark have always told me how strong of a woman u are. Tears fell from my eyes. I know this is hard to deal with but god got him and I'm not sure mark is ready to leave us yet. Vivian I'm pregnant I told her. She smiled and gave me a tight hug. She hugged me for about 2 minutes before letting me go. Congratulations baby, Thanks I said. I talked to Meagan today my granddaughter is going threw it Vivian said. I can just imagine she loves her daddy so much I said. Me and Vivian talked for awhile before she left to go to work. I watch as mark layed In the bed. His body covered with tubes and bandages. I was trying to be strong as I could be but the tears still manage to escape my eyes. I didn't know if he was gone to wake up or not. I needed him I couldn't do it with out him.